amanda's life(:

2007-01-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

alright. i'm shifting.
www.xanga.com/amandahhhhhhh
:DD
relink please!

camp (:

2007-01-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM CAMP NOW (:
WHEEE. happy me (:
alright. we learnt some new songs&claps !FUN FUN FUN :DD

Linger
hmmmm, i want to linger
hmmmm, a little longer
hmmmm, a little longer here with you.

hmmmm, its such a perfect night.
hmmmm, it doesn't seem quite right.
hmmmm, tht this shuld be my last with you.

hmmmm, and come September
hmmmm, I will remember
hmmmm, our camping days and friendships true

hmmmm, and as the years go by
hmmmm, I'll think of you and sigh
hmmmm, this is goodnight and not goodbye

man! i love this song! hahaha. the instructors sang it to all of us on campfire night. & i cried . mygoshh. cannot tahan lahh! so sad ! WE'RE GONNA MISS THEM!
ESPECIALLY WAYNE & WYNA !
boo! and there was a remix for you are my sunshine!so cool please!
heh heh heh. shall blog more about camp another day.
i'm darn tired.

whee (:

2007-01-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

I'M HIGH NOW!
AHAHHAA =/
well, had camy practice in the morning.
1st time, fun i guess (:
i like when we were sitting there & listening to the band play.
i really felt like just standing up & start worshipping God! (:
(did anoyone of you there felt the same?)
well then we were given a chance to go up & worship.
& joel selected a few.
but for the vocals..its just all of us.
since there were so many !
yupyup.
then after that off for lunch in town! (:
me,jessie,mel ong,pearl,adora,lanz,jtoh,caleb,david choo&sam.
yeah. ate at long john.
said some stuff which made me laugh like REAL LOUDLY.
ahaha. funny shut man xD
then caleb&david choo&sam left.
the rest wanted to play pool, but we didnt in the end.
so went to heeren, walked around & kerpal came.
then mel ong & pearl left to go for YA service.
&the rest of us back to church.
chatted with lanz on the bus on SOME stuff.
hahaha. funny. but i dont think so please!
how can lahh. is like....weird ?
but maybe it might be true ? i dont know. hah.
then reached church, adora,kerpal,toh&jessie went to church.
cos they going fusion rally.
then me&lanz walked,
he just needed shade from my umbrella to walk home -.-
but got dreched STILL.
cos he jay-walked! tsktsktsk/
ahahha. so walked all the way to mrt&it was raining like SUPER HEAVY.
blahhhh. no fun. so met mummy&sibs at kallang.
then off to payar lebar for some food.
cos sibs were hungry,eeyerr.
make me eat somemore.
so then wanted to buy a skirt, but didnt in the end.
for some reason it didnt appeal to me.
i liked it, tried it then when i was at the counter.
i said i dont want already. damn weird please.
i actually declined shopping.
ohwow. so anyways, bought vcds&dvds instead (:
STEP UP! WOOHOO <3
i'm gonna enjoy it!
yay yay yay!
yeahh.. cell tomorrow :DD
& then monday to wednesday,
SEC THREE ADVENTURE CAMP :DDD
FUN FUN FUN (:

THE ZEHS.

2007-01-19T15:35:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THE ZEHS (:
consisting of ;
ZEHnda - me
ZEHnice - janice
ZEHssie - jessie
ZEHbrielle - gabwai
:DD
we rock&zehs are ohsopretty people.

LOVELOVE<3

2007-01-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

i did 150 crunches :DD
& 20 push ups .
ahaha. the push ups were random man,
didnt intend to do it, ahaha.
ohwells, its good.
rather tiring today.
but tomorrow's gonna be FUN FUN (:
cos bella, claudia, deserie & kai are coming over :DD
study group! debs&me are part of it too!
FINALLY i can meet claudia man!
talked to her but doesnt know how she looks like!
ahah, funny man!
ohwells. morning exercise tomorrow!
I'M GONNA BE ENTHU!
lols. retarded manzxzxzxz.
ahhaha.
alright. here's a new song i heard from church.
maybe not all that new, but its GREAT (:

Here I Am - PlanetShakers

Something in my heart
Is burning like a fire
I want to live for You

Need Your touch right now
Fill me with Your power
Power to live for You
My God

I will not be moved
I will stand for You

I will go where You send me
Jesus take me now I am Yours
I am Yours

I lay my life on the altar
Everything I give to You alone
Here I am
Here I am

Lord, you've love me for who I am,
i thank you for that.
Thank you Lord being with me at all times.
Use me, send me to wherever you want me to go.

2007-01-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

THERE'S GONNA BE A BIG HUG FROM SUPER AMANDA TO PRINCESS JANICE ! :DDDDDDDD

be happy lah you ! okay ?
ahahha.CAMY practice this sat !
looking forward to it man.
choir practice is draining time,
really tiring. with loads of admin stuff to do.
ohman, really tiring okay!
it isnt as easy as i thought it was. ohwells.
next year ex-co.
shant be bothered by it YET.
but i have to do my duties,
which is WAYYY more important.
yeahhh (:
had tuition tooo, TIRING.
after choir from 3-5pm.
tuition from 7-9pm.
wahh sian.
had dinner did homework,
& came online at 11 plus.
now its almost close to 12.
man, i got to sleep.

LONG DAY AGAIN TOMORROW!
TWO HOURS OF SS !
3 HOURS OF SECTIONALS & DRILLING.

ohyes ! i LOVE the angel & mortal thing we have in cell :DD
its like we drew lots & chose names & like whoever we drew are our dear mortals (:
& we said it all out lahh, must know what (:
well, mine is JUN HUI :D
one of my CMs. yupp!
and my angel is EVANGELINE ! the OTHER CM!
haha, i got both of them!
& i REALLY THANK GOD FOR THEM TWO (:
love them to bits man <3
esp. evan ! mygosh. we have so many things to talk about.
about serving, yeah & of course other stuff!
& jun hui tooo!
she went for bball trails! damn cool man!
we're gonna get chao da together! :DD
ahaha. funny funny.
looking forward for cell on sunday :DD
and maybe if i can to go for the fusion rally!
yupyup. shall go ask mummy (:
alright. time to sleep already,
NIGHTY NIGHTS :D

muscleache!

2007-01-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

ahhh i got a muscleache !
BLAHHH. no fair.
all cos of yesterday's pe lorh.
booo ): cos like what..
we ran two rounds around the canal.
then did some obstacle course thingy mrL made us do.
aww man, pain luh. cos we did alot of jumping&others.
then we had to hod a 3kg medicine ball & do some passing thingy
overhead&underknee, but that wasnt all that tiring.
my thighs still hurt ! BOOOO.
okay then nvm. suppose to take height&weight then end up never,
eeyerr. i need to do more exercise man.
lose weight or keep it man .lols
did 100 crunches yesterday (:
shall do 150 TODAY :DD
love doing them man, i think its fun. hahaha.
work my tummy, i want ABS !
ahaha.

the arena on now . heh. stnicks vs mgs.
doing maths homework too!
had drama meeting today!
hahah & there was this mosquito gas thingy or whatever its called.
i forgot.
then like what, we had to run from the black box back to the music room.
then after that out of the school.
mygosh, i almost choke to death okay!
stupid fume thingy. hate it man..
blahh! alright. i shall stop.
OHOH. i wanna meet claudia !
I HAVENT MET HER YET!
ahahah! i dont care lorh.
hope mummy let us have study group this friday (:

pictures (:

2007-01-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

you shall not know what happened on THAT train ride :DD
I LOVE THOSE DRAMA GIRLS ! lovelove.
HAH SEEE,i look darn bored ! I AINT NO BIMBO.
LOOK BACK ! LOVE THIS.

MY 2 YEAR COMING SPEC TWIN :DD LOVE YOU SHARON.
THE BUNCH OF US. minus a few (:
what does this look like to you ?

here's some pictures we took on friday :DD

(:

2007-01-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY.

after school went home then off for a maths tuition,
after tuition, mummy fetched me to cityhall to meet the rest,
i thought i was like SUPER LATE.
but i wasnt. hahahah!
trishal was the latest ! that girl arhh.
tsktsk, got onto the wrong train, SO SMART.
so anyways, once everyone came .
we walked to the substation.
its near the fort canning tunnel there.
its in one of the buildings.
then watched the plays.

Joe Who?
Of Love & Friendship
Size 00

if you were there, you'll freak out a little.
by the amount of ENGLISH ~~vulgarites~~.
but it made it funny&they used it at the right time ONLY.
lols. i like it all (:
here's a short summary of it.

Of Love & Friendship
two best friends, Travis&David.
Travis likes this girl, Nora.
Nora doesnt like Travis.
David could tell but Travis couldnt.
so they fought, over love&friendship.
does Travis realise in the end?
is love all that important ?
or is friendship MORE important ?

Size 00
it tells about the modern day people.
about what ? you know ?
the size! what else.
the size of their BODIES
fat, skinny, tall, short.
overweight, underweight.
to diet or not to diet.
isnt it all about the people now ?
many diet but crave after that.
some skip meals to diet&suffer in the end.
becoming anorexic, not bein able to eat.
the pain, the suffering.

Joe Who ?
JOE
SOMEBODY
ASSHOLE !
*laughs*
dont you ever wanted to be noticed by someone ?
by the people around you ?
even the closest ones around you.
dont you want them to know how you feel ?
about being hurt when you're called names behind your back.
being bckstabbed by your dearest childhood friend.
someone you love so much being attached to someone who doesnt deserve them?

these are all simple miniplays about the daily lives of people living in this world. (:
isnt it nice ? haha.
i ENJOYED IT LOADS okay (:
then after that, a bunch of us went to BK for our late dinner :DD
chatted, took MANY pictures.
FUN FUN FUN :DD
more of it coming up. hahaha.
cos i need to watch SIX plays within a year (:
this is ONE of the SIX.
well then, some left, more pictures with
SHARON,SHERILYN,SOPHIE,JACINTA,TRISHAL,DORAH&NINGRONG. (:
me,sharon,sherilyn,sophie&jacinta went back together.
took a train. haha.
did some RETARDED things on the train.
you wont wanna know what (:
overall, it was AWESOME :DD

SATURDAY
woke up at about 805.
went for tuition at 9-11.
skipped camy practice ):
cos of tuition. it started at 10 luhh.
boohoo! but i'm gonna go next week!
dont care. hurhur.
back home now, gonna have lunch soon i think.
& i took ONE hour just to blog.
its almost one already man. hah.

2007-01-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME :DD

I MEAN THE PERFORMANCE.
SHALL BLOG MORE TOMORROW.
MY MUMMY'S SCOLDING XD
aint suppose to be online. heh heh.

ITS A FRIDAY :D

2007-01-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY :DDD
ahahahha ! tuition later ):
and then off to watch the play!
WHOOHOOO. (:
going with the girls doing GCE Os drama :DD
we're gonna have FUN FUN FUN :DD
but deserie isnt going !
booo ): she's going to bali with her jiejie&mum.
weird man, her mum wants des&belle to go there with her.
ohwells. dont know why either.
anyways, a maths tuition, FIRST day of tuition.
i havent even started a maths in school luh!
LOL. then go there later learn what sia.
then after that mummy gonna fetch me to cityhall :DD
then dont need to chiong !
ahahaha. funny funny.
cos mummy took half day off. she's off to starville i think.
cos they installing some stuff,
also dont know what.
anyways, lunch-ing now.
blahhh. sch's really tiring man.
& i have a blur black on my arm shaped as a heart ?
WEIRD. & seriously, i dont know how it got there.
is like when i rub against that area, it hurt.
so i started rubbing & it became a blue black.
ohwow. maybe its because i rub to hard that's why.
dont know lah. but the pain still feels the same.
ahaha. ohwells.
& i cant find my cam!
i think mummy took it !
how to take pictures later!?
BOO ):
ahh wells. okay i shall end.
OHYES, about yesterday.
talked to joey&what he say was true.
i can hang out with God more by thinking aobut him, praying&worshipping him.
in this way, i'll be spending more time with him! :DD
cos i've been mugging&cant like do my QT.
so yeah (: it helps. :DD
thanks joey (:

&DESERIE ! you'll be missed :D

2007-01-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

PHEWW. manage to finish my work yesterday !
thank God (:
now i have more to come. ):
sec three life is tough.
but its worst than i thought.
sec three is really different.
i have to start thinking differently already man.
no more playing. now even sats&sundays are stuck with more studying.
everything has to be shorten down&all i can think now is just
STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING.
but OBVIOUSLY, i'm not that all so geeky to think of STUDYING all day long.
there's still CHURCH & GOD :DDD
yupyups(: that's why i LOVE sundays.
besides relaxing, attending church without disturbance or thinking of school work.
all that can be done like after church & all.
yupyup. well, come to think of it,
i really dont have much time to continue blogging already.
i've been online almost everyday.
bad bad amanda tsktsktsk.
ohwells. &my days are gonna be dead tired like really.

monday : school ends 1415
tuesday : school ends 1415 drama elect 1445-1800
wednesday : school ends 1415 choir practice 1500-1700 e maths tuition 1900-2100
thursday : school ends 1345 choir practice 1500-1800
friday : school ends 1415 a maths tuition 1645-1845
saturday : camy practice (not sure) other tuitions
sunday : CELL & CHURCH :DD

three quarter of the week i'm practically studying. shoots man.
aiming to get B3 for EVERY SUBJECT. worth it, i guess so.
& now, I SO NEED A BIO TUTOR !
mrsb is so BLAHHH. i need help man.
she's making me lose interest in bio!
she so spoiled it man. i use to love bio that's why i take it.
& she make it so bad ):
booo! &she's a sleeping pill. not a good thing for the day.
ahh wells , shall go do more work now (:

blahh

2007-01-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

school work is draining me out.
gosh! pray that i have strength to carry on & finish EVERYTHING by tonight.
Dear God,
please give me the stregth to carry on finishing my work tonight.
I know I should have done it all earlier&all but i really really wish that I can finish it asap.
cos i need to hand it in BY TOMORROW.
ohyes&i know i'm not supposed to be online blogging&chatting,
forgive me okay? thank you Lord.
oh & i pray that i can sleep early later & that i can wake up early tomorrow.
i pray all this is jesus name,
amen(:

WHEEE

2007-01-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

okay i'm high ahahaha.
i became SLIGHTY tanner :DD
cos i went to www.
if you know what that means.
Wild Wild Wet.
yupps (:
but before that went to school in the morning for cca fair (:
went okay lahh. yeah.
23 new people. quite good lorh.
yupyup. auditions on WEDNESDAY at 3pm (:
whoever wants to join choir can go luh kays ?
well then sang "rivers of babylon" for the parents&students.
then at the booth sang "the lion sleeps tonight"
isnt easy luh, cos like we're competing with the noise in the foyer.
but for SOME reason. we had fun (:
yupyup. then came home.
mum&david went to get david's new specs (:
i LOVE it loads man :DD
cos is i pick one =/
yeahh.. now watching "take the lead"
NICE (:
cell group tomorrow ar easb.
new cell (:
21CRC, all the ladies from the east.
ahaha that was random.
cell starts at 930, but i'm gonna be there at 9 cos of debs -.-
so early lahhh. booo.
shall start reading then (:
alrighty, i'm gonna blog for my erzi now.ahahahah

WHEEE (:

2007-01-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

I LOVE IONA ER ZI :DD
ahahaha . just me home from sandrachua's house.
went there to do project (:
yupyup. before that after school,
went to pp, ate there&then go print som things for chinese.
well, school was alright i guess.
morning exercise for 30mins in the morning.
i felt AWAKE. then after that was lit.
WOW, the amount of people taking core lit is like ALOTTTT.
from all 4 express classes that is.
oh wow, we have TWO teachers! (:
mrsesterng&mrsteohuilin.
yupyup(: 3 books to do.
no repetition cos there's no time.
gosh, must read to kill a mocking bird by MONDAY!
DIE DIE DIE.
ss test on chpt one on MONDAY.
faint lah okay!
ahhh well, gotta get used to it lahh.
so had lit then chem.
chem was okay lahh.
then off to recess then back to class for chinese!
I GOT UPGRADED (:
I'M 3E. AHAHAHAH.
used to be from 1F,2F,then now 3E.
wahhh happy! then now there's a G class also.
yupyup. &i have fufu as my teacher. blahhh.
no fun no fun ):
ohwells. then after that was bio.
wahhhh SIAN DIAO PLEASE.
falling asleep in CLASS !
i complained to my mum last night bout her.
ahaha. i feeel so wicked, but really lah.
she's s bring&she's getting EVERYTHING out of the textbook,
who cant read it off there man, gosh, cant she give us SOMETHING else outside
which is MORE helpful. boo.dont like her man.
ohwells. then after that was E maths :DD
LOVE MATHS (:
i can actully manage without tuition YET.
starting next week, i have a feeling i dont really need tuition.
cos i actually can understand without tuition.
yeah ohwells. maybe i'll try it out to see if i can make it lorh.
yupps. well after maths then go pp.
yupps.today was okayokay lah.
not so bad.
afterpp went home, changed&off to sandra's house.
yuppers.(that's so bella!)
did our project, slacked,laugh ALOT.
ahahha, FUNNY FUNNY.
like mother like son!
ahaha. me&iona
wahhh. buay tahan, one start laughing,
then cannot stop.ahahaha!
REALLY OKAY!
people who went were deserie,iona,jolene,ariane&me luh. DUH.
des,jolene&iona left at 7,me&ahlian left at 730++
yupyup. damn funny. me&des trieddoing handstand,
still cannot. des did the baby freeze!
I STILL CANT ! ):
BOOO.no fun! i always do,
then before i lift myself,i start laughing&end up lying on the floor.
-.- damn retarded okay!
& my er zi dont wanna wanna take picture with me !
BOOOO ): BAD NAUGHTY BOY! no GIRL! no GAY! =/
hurhur. ahahaha, funny .
well, did our english, still gotta complete it cos need to pass up by tomorrow.
blahh. no fun! cca fair !
YAY! choirchoirchoir :DD
SING SING SING ((:

day two of school

2007-01-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

blahh. school was tiring okay! BOOO ):
came home after choir practice today.
man, SUPER TIRING . blahh.
weds choir, thurs choir.
& guess what, mrliew wants a solo audition next week!
AHH SCARED.
like he pick, then ask us to sing.
&just now when he gave the example,
he called my name first.
WAH SHIT. damn scared !
okay anyways, lessons started off with chemistry in the morning.
had mralexlim, not all that.
AT LEAST i didnt fall asleep in class okay!
well then after that it was maths.
had E MATHS with mrshelenlie.
not all that bad either.
i actually understood matrices!
LOL! its simple lah, so those who dont understand..
i have NOTHING to say.
okay then after maths, recess.
went to look for deserie&others next door.
mygosh! all of them were SLEEPING.
PIGS MAN. seriously PIGS. tsktsktsk.
then off got recess, green apple juice (:
& then back to class.
had bio next! WAHHH, that one arh..
SLEEPING PILLS.
mrsboey is like....i shall not say.
but really,its boring please!
then finally lesson over&it was on to mrberger (:
MAN HE'S NICE.
he's from canada&has like 4 children,
yeahhh&he's a grand daddy!
then he chatted with us.
OHYES, he's our co-form too!
well then he ask us to write a self intro&say that what.
he's gonna pick us tmr & ask us to read it to the class !
GOSH! ITSLIKE FREAKKAYYYE!
so then it was ss.
mrskauthar is like a total ROCKER :DD
she's our form teacher too(:
yeah, test on monday! blahhh.
hope can kope lah, oayokay.
its DINNER TIME now (:
ahaahaha. watching bring it on all or nothing (:
its nice so far !
CHEERLEADING !
i miss those days man!

2007-01-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

school started today.
first day of school, ot all tht bad luh.
yeahhh, anyways,
got into 304. not a bad class actually.
the people are NICE (:
yupp. i'm starting to to love my class.
met two new girls (:
vanessa from vietnam & gloria from indonesia (:
they're REALLY nice people.
& vanessa has really NICE BIG eyes & long lashes.
yuppp! she's prettaayye lah okay ?
ahahah. then erhm , had a few new teachers.
we have weird teachers teaching us man,
the weirdest combination.
but i'm used to it, always had weird combinations.
never fail to not get one. yeah.
had to sit in the hall for 2 hours plus.
wahh damn sian & long.
china trip powerpoint has to be done by this week.
aww man, cos we have to present it by tuesday.
blahhh, no fun. we're like half way through.
& guess what. english homework isnt done yet either.
blahhh! DIE DIE DIE.
i think i'm gonna flunk CA1 pls.
i need to faster faster do it before i die.
yeah. well okay.
after all those talks&stuff.
went for recess with ningrong,trish,vanessa,dorah,kimberly,michellechern :D
rather random group luh. lols.
then went to look for deserie&sandra they all.
walked like half the canteen just to find them.
so stupid please. it feels weird to be in 304 when deserie they all in303.
booo ): maybe pengqiao same class for other subs like cheena or lit or whatsoever.
blahh. i'm gonna miss 205 LOADS man ):
205&105 made like MANY memories. stay stong lah people (:
we can hav class gatherings, its gonna be fun.
& its proves the friendship we have as a class (:
so after recess. back to class.
mrskauthar talked to us about school stufff.
ALOOOTTTT of admin things to do.
yuppp. SEC THREE ADVENTURE CAMP :DDDDD
damn fun please ! gonna do kayaking (:
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAPPY HAPPY.!!!!
its at some MOE changi campsite arh ? yeah think so.
ahahah. ohwells, gonna have fun luh (:
pray hard i dont get waltiku on that day!
OR ELSE i'll just DIE okay!
cos it TOTALLY SUCKS. booo.
well then. choose class comm.
i'm sports captain with shazlin :DD
chair is aiysah.
vice is xinning.
secretary is mayyin.
treasurers are kendra&anne.
yupyup!
304 is gonna STRIVE HARD
academically&all others too. yupyup(:
alright. maybe gonna start studying soon.
ahahaha. goodbye then (:

2007!

2007-01-01T01:25:00.000+08:00

WELCOME THE YEAR 2007 with shouts&praises :DD
ahaha. okay. that was random but ohwells.
spent it with sibs,mum,xiaoyi&grannie (:
wen to starville to watch fireworks.
kinda fun.
in the morning,went for mass cell at easb.
had worship lead by lanz.
guitarist was sam tan.
somehing happened which shall not be mentioned.
had triple wacko & mass dog&bone.
not easy please. lols !
then after that pastor cx briefed us on next year cell group.
21CRC next year (:
my cell quite big lorh, which i good :DD
we're gonna have fun, i'm sure.
then after that was late for service cos we missed the bus,
oh how nice. one WHOLE bunch of peope missed the bus.
ahah. so all late.
then pastor matthew wai preached on giving thanks.
give thanks since its the LAST sunday of YEAR 2006.
so give thanks to all he has done for us in the past year.
the after that, we had short worship then after that,
then off everyone went . ahaha yeah.
kianpin came back to sg (:
& gifts for ME. wheeee. THANK YOU LOADS (:
& i LOVE your nike bag ! hurhur.
it's like HOT. ahaha, black&lime green.
wahpiang. make me jealous only lorh.
jem&nic also jealous, muahah.
i bet many other people are! hurhur.
so anyways, he got me a keychain,
a breezer bottle filled with seashells&a lamp.
yupp! i like the lamp luh, the deco that is.
i also like the breezer bottle man, looks pretty :DD
yeah, my mum saw it while looking through my bag.
&in front of my cousins&aunts, she went,
"which boyfriend of yours gave this to you?"
then i replied, "a friend who is a guy"
then i walked to put my plate in the kitchen.
okay. nevermind.
offpoint. then anyways, after service.
stood around till about 2 then went for appreciation lunch
at level 2 hall for LGOM (:
saw the filming of the whole thing&left about 230 with jessie to go to town.
took bus down to cini, joel tang shouted my name across the road.
like wth. was suppose to meet debs. but was early,
so we roamed. then after cini, we walked down to wisma,
since we were bored. went to topshop.
cos jessie wanted to see her jeans.
guess what 20% off !
BLAHH, then didnt see anything nice.
so we walked around.
mango, 70% off.
MYGOSH , THERE'S SALE EVEYWHERE.
nicole told me tht's there's sale at FOX as well.
zara too :DD
i'm gonna go shopping ONCE AGAIN (:
mummy allowed, she's gonna bring me.
ahahaha. OHYES,
school is starting in TWO days.
wednesday start of school.
ohyeahhh!
CHOIR PRACTICE EVERY WEDNESDAY&THURSDAY
starting this week, FIRST day of school.
choir prac, music room from 3-5pm.
OHOH. & AMANDA LIM (:
my dear junior, mr liew say that you can come back to choir,
so please report kays ?
besides that,that's all i guess.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE (:
LOVELOVE<33

new year in less than 24 hrs(:

2006-12-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

the last post of year 2006.
or maybe 2nd last.
its 12 plus on the 31st of december 2006.
many things have happened in year 2006.
being a sec2,
which means being a senior to sec1s,
showing them the right examples&all.
more responsibilities as choir secretary.
had cheerleading competitions for sports day.
exams, tests, quizes.
performance, choir tour.
school choir competition.
youth awareness choir.
drama elective classes.
EOYs.
class parties.
more school choir practices.
CAMY auditions.
china trip.
choir camp.
cell group stay over :DD
let go of me production (:
being a usher.
rhema confrence.
drama elect. camp.
christmas carnival.
christmas service.
Christmas Day (:
choir practice once again.
OHWELLS, did alot.
tried being an usher.
ushering isnt as easy as it seems.
but its DEFINITELY fun (:
yeah. loved the time i enjoyed.
the times spent in church&what i did drew me closer to church friends
& also to God.
well, its gonna be GOODBYE 2006
WELCOME 2007.
amanda MAY turn geeky.
you'll never know.
bt all i know now is that i need to go sleep!
IF NOT, i cant wake up tomorrow morning at 7 AM !
yes, so goodnight (:

of all days, my waltiku came today.blahh.

shopping&volleyball :D

2006-12-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

woke up at near 11 this morning. ahah.
quite fun luh. then after that,
went for brunch.
then off to starville to do some measuring things.
then to cut my hair ! ahahah !
my hair is like shoulder length now!
but slighty longer lah. yupp.
& my fringe is like my sister's !
-.- damn weird please ! but i'm gonna pin it up.
looks too retarding lah.
so then wen to novel, tuition center !
BOOO ): a&e maths tuition next year,
on wed nights&friday afternoons. sian lah..
mummy wants to get me a chinese tutor.
but i dont want ! she ants to get debs one too.
eeyerr. both of us dont want lah.
my mum will know if we dont want.
we'll look at each other & give the disgusted face ! x)
if we think our mum is lame as in what she's saying.
we'll give the wth look when me&debs look at each other.
is like natural. maybe its telepathy ! xD
retarding man.
okayokay. the after that, went to get new specs for my bro,david!
man, he likes the one i choose ! i said it looked nice on him when he went to check his eyes,
I'M SUCHA PRO :DD
then he came out, i show him that pair.
& he decided on it. nothing else changed his mind !
man, i feel so honoured ! he trusted my taste man ((:
ahahah HAPPY HAPPY.
its like black frame, then the side is dont know how to say.
ITS JUST DARN NICE LAH OKAY :D
so then after that, went to great world to shop at zara.
cos tiff told debs that there was a sale at zara at great world.
so we went there, wahhh! DAMN SHIOK !
i actually picked clothes for debs&david!
even before getting clothes for myself !
i feel so nice ! (:
ahaha. the clothes i choose for david is like OHSONICE for him.
fit him like damn nice lah! PERFECT LOOK.
me&debs should go revamp his cupboard of clothes.
cos he seems to like our choices of clothes for him xD
then once he tried on. he wanted to buy it.
then looked for clothes for debs, got hers ten she was happy.
mummy left me to take care of them&she go shop herself.
ahaha. then after that,
once they three were done, i chose my own (:
man, i choose like clothes that i thought i would never wear.
bu i think it looks really nice (:
mature but nice :DD
then saw alex there (:
she went with her family as well.
yupyup.
i bought like 3 tops&black leggings.
but three quarter leggings lah.
its like nice ? ahaha.
then after that we went to u2.
cos debs wanted to get her $8 razorback.
then i got my cargo pants from there.
50% off (:
zara was 30% off (:
shiok man. my cargo pants usual was $59.
then i got it or $24.50.
wahh. super happy!
&the pants can hold like until three quarter also.
i'm like satsfied (:
i spent ike $90+
my mum spent $180+
debs spent $70+
david spent $50+
& is all mummy pay lah.
is new year clothings...so yeah.
but i can wear one of the tops since i bought so many (:
but still, i can like slowly choose.
since i have 3.
but i'll choose between 2. yupp.
&new year is chinese new year, so its like 6 weeks from now ?
cos chinese new year is on a sunday. yupyup!
so can tahan one lah. yeah.
then after shopping. came home.
tried on ALL the clothes.
wow, i love it man! :DD
my mum said i look WAY more mature with those clothes.
aahaha. i agree lah.
ohwells. then after that erhm,
ate abit then to play volleyball with debs&david (:
kinda fun. we played on the road !
didnt get knocked down by cars, cos at where i stay, its too ulu,
all houses, no one can see you playing except your neighbours.
ahhha. yeah. then play till 6 plus then come bak home.
& now, i'm super tired ! blahh.

ohyes ! tmr last day for cell ! aww man ):
last sunday of the year ! ):
last time in sec2 cool cell!
'm gonna miss cool cell! BOOOO.
esp vanny&lydiaaaa!
BLAHH. nvm, we'll see each other in church (:

yawns

2006-12-30T02:45:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm rather tired luh.
but i cant really sleep okay.
maybe gonna sleep soon.
trying to get over why mummy have to take my phone away.
ohwells.
did so called "spring cleaning" to our room roday.
me&my sis. wow, it looks WAY neater&cleaner now.
but for some reason, my drawer seems still as messy,
even though i packed it. ohwells, it's gonna remain messy.
cant blame man. well, my side is almost done,
my sis...she needs my help.
she has TOOOOO much things. like seriously..
ALOT of things. & i seem to have ALOT of book for next year.
it looks like i over buy those books, but it isnt leh.
ohwells, i'm growing...secTHREE...
booo ):

secTHREE means :
more responsibilities
more discipline
more obedience
more lectures
more studying
more mugging
more drilling
more scolding
more specs ( thicker specs i mean )
more PRAYERS
less computer
less going out
less tv
less freedom
less chitchats over the phone
less sms-ing
less being the high me (cos i need space&time)

aiyah! its jsut gonna be MUGGING.
but i think i'll ony mug like june ?
ahh damn crap. year 2007 shall be different.
this amanda, might turn geeky.
eeeewww gross. hate it.
okay not geeky but MORE HARDWORKING.
SO NOT ME mind you.

i love it(:

2006-12-29T13:24:00.000+08:00

i had great fun ysterday :DD
went out with 8 other people.
nicole, lanz, dansoh, jtoh, keith, ben, davidchoo&caleb.
dansoh treated us to steamboat (:
thanks man bro.
well then, we had tomyam and chicken soup.
tomyam : keith,jtoh,me&davidchoo.
chicken : lanz,nicole,dansoh,ben&caleb.
chicken are for people who cant take chilli!
muahahaha. &i got chocked TWICE.
on coke&on tomyam. so smart right?
yeah i know. blahh!
then eat&talked nonsense&all,
left about 10 plus,
mummy came to fetch, how nice right?
got into the car,
scold about my attire, saying it was indecent.
like wth lah.
shorts+razorback+jacket indecent meh?
tsk.
then scold me for 20 mins,
car ride home.
on dressing.
(is wearing razorback[something like cross back]+shorts+jacket indecent?)
to using my handphone.
to my studies.
to not allowing me to go for youth.
to not being able to go out.
to my dad cos of the way i dress(you wont wanna know).
to my grannie dying(so not true).
to my mum herself dying(touchwood!).
yeahhhh. and finally home.
gave her my phone, she wanted it.
came out to watch sunshine heartbeat.
and then to bed.
didnt say anything at all.
kinda pissed now.
not cos she took away my phone.
but cos she's really unreasonable lah pls!
why are mothers all the same?
they like to drag about stuff lah!
and link also!
ANNOYING.
i'm gonna be freak guai kia okay!
ohyes, & NO going out for me tilll...
she says okay. yeah.
& that will be i dont know when.
1 hr of comp a day.
study for the rest. gonna start studying
once i'm done with watching sunshine heartbeat, last 2 cds(:
GOODBYE:DD
dont call or msg me, my phone got confiscated.
anything call my house no or my sis&call only if its impt.
& do not call after 10, preferbly.
thankyou.

feeling blessed (:

2006-12-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

man, i REALLY feel blessed this WHOLE YEAR ROUND (:
here are some shoutouts to those who have blessed me :D

my cell mentors (vern&lyd) : THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE ! thanks for helping me grow in the Lord&become closer to him! really greatful to have you two as my dear CMs! you'll be missed next year once we're in our mother cell! but no worries man, you'll be remembered always&forever! LOVELOVE. *hugs*

nicole tan : slow woman! i LOVE LOVE LOVE you! thanks for being such a GREAT church bestie to me(: i love those nonsensical rubbish we always talk about&the crazy laughter&lame jokes we always did (: we're gonna have fun in cell next year&you'll always be my chruch bestie :D &i pray that you'll be a stronger christian & GO JOIN CAMY , dont waste your OH-SO-WONDERFUL VOICE!

phyllis&phuisee : I LOVE YOU TWO!!!! we've been good friends since when ? like children church right ? YEAH! love bring around the two of you man! being in youth awareness choir or christms choir! man, i love it so much pls! hope you two continue growing in the Lord&be the one God wants you to be(:

ulindra&yingyian : even though i'm not that close to you two, i still LOVE the time we spend together as a cell (: pray that you two will be stronger christians&take part in more church activities ! &i hope you two enjoyed cell group this year! mind the loudness me,nicole&phyllis gave. ahahah xD

janice soon : LOVE YOU GIRL (: those little nonsensical rubbish we talk about&rather retarding conclusions (if you get what i mean) has been rather fun this year! ahaha. hope we stay this close&i saw you get baptised! hope your faith with God will stay as strong&trust God at all times yeah ?

jessie : thanks for being with me&crapping (: you're loved by ME (: ahahah. thanks for being in choir man! &you're in CAMY too! (: let's work hard&strive hard together yeah ? we can play hard&study hard at all times, but keep the fire burning for God ! (:

deserie : MY BESTIE ! &lesbian partner for two years! LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU! thanks for being there for me at all times(: even though we're gonna be in different classes next year, i hope we'll still be the bestest friends ever(: &i know you'll come to church too right? stay strong in the Lord&i pray that you'll become a stonger christian (:

jeremy lim : BESTIE&DADDY! thanks for being there for me all this while (: & thanks for being such a bestie! even though you seldom share all your problems(hmph!), but still i regard you as my bestie. and seeing you being strong in the Lord reallys makes me want to be like you! always on fire for God (:

lanz toh : hey you! thanks for being such a great friend! you nonsensical person talking rubbish all the time. & great photography man(: & thanks for the christmas gift (: really nice card & cute lollie & the notbook. yupp! &strive hard in camy! since you're in as well! hope we work hard together yeah ? yupyup! &thanks for bring such a great friend !

joshua toh : YOH ! you self proclaimed SEXY beast! LOL! weird lah you! anyways, thanks for all the nonsense (: its rather fun lah (: ahahah. and thanks for the christmas present ! BESIDES the baby food ! TSK, make me feel so baby-ish. hurhur. annoying lah, but anyways, you're in camy too! as bassist ! wish you all the best (: strive hard yeah ? (: hope your faith in God will stay as stong or grow stronger (:

andrew zee : i love you korkor! ahahah. thanks for talking crap with me! even though many other people do that too! ahaha. &YOU! always fall asleep while msging halfway, annoying man. tsk. anyways, hope you stay stong in the Lord yeah ? lovelove.

hoho : AH! MY MUSIC SENDER ! thanks for all the songs man(: anyways, you've been a great friend for this ENTIRE year. i rmb knowing you in youth camp right? the 2005 year one. aww man, we're growing older please. & i rmb living on your bar of chocolates for the entire day! haha, funny. so well, hope year 2007 would be a better year for you! you being CL or isit CM? just do your duties to your bestest abilities (:

joel tang : hah! another music sender ! & my bimbo speaking pal. lols. damn crapp lah! next year sec2 alr! study hard lah you! OH YEAH! & hoho, wil be your CM next year! like ohmygosh, that's like so cool ! (bimbo talk) ahahah. okay, enough crap man. aiyah, really had fun knowing you during rhema! (: & you better not treat me as a senior okay! dont be dumb lah you. xD

szemin : OHMYGOSH! I ALMOST FORGOT YOU ! XD nahhh, i'm just kidding lah. you're such a GREAT friend, how to forget! :DD anyways, thanks for being there for me(: you're loved. & i se that you know bella,szemin&kai alr right? des told me you met them at the bus stop. yeah. ahh! next year split classes ): booo! same table okay ? next year? set arh? i'm gonna miss you so much! rmb to come r-age again okays? lovelove.

sandra : SANDRAAAAAAA ! my niece arh! go ask your husband go huai niang jia leh! des, your mother in law misses her son pls! ahahah. anyways, really glad to make such a good friend like you(: next year split class! good lah, you,des,szemin, ju they all split class ): leave me alone lah! TSK. 304 only have like 5 ex205viers lah. man, our class is full of weird people man! all mixed up&put together. bad combination i think. ohwells. gonna miss you! meet same table okay ? hahahah. LOVES.

vivian&glenda&serene : MY SISTERS (: love you three! always stuck together! ahaha. next year sec2, study hard okay! any hel can come find me(: glenda! since you stay near by can come visit me xD hahaha. haha. so retarded. lols ! but stay bubbly lah you three(: stive hard yeah? get into the class you girls want to get into(:

rhema 06 ushers : hey all! i really enjoyed myself as being in the usher team for rhema (: maybe i'll join again next year. yeah. all the nonsense & rushing & hurrying involved. but then still, we had fun didnt we? haha. stay stong in the Lord & serve God well in the ushering ministry yeah ?

dan soh : DA NIAO ! lols! thanks for treating ! (: i feel bad lah. you treat like 8 of us, my gosh . anyways, when did i get to know you? i forgot. hoho's so called twin bro right ? hahaha. funny lah. great to know you lah. nice friend(: come back to youth leh! dont stay in g2! lols. r-age is always fun& will welcome you. hahaha.

to everyone : love you people :DD sorry if i left you out okay ? but no worries, you're remembered lah(:

*BIG HUGS* TO EVERYONE (:

pictures from christmas&rhema&christmas carnival

2006-12-25T17:23:00.000+08:00

me keith joshua nicole ; oh yay! (: i'm tall.

shuan ; the one who will do ANYTHING to get the top prize. ahahaha !
bella deserie me ; I FINALLY GOT TO MEET HER.
hoho nicole me ; SMILES (:

me gurmit ; MAJOR COOLNESS. he's from my church lah!
bella deserie me ; smile smile.

MY PRESENTS ; THANKS THOSE WHO GAVE ME PRESENTS (:
MY TEAM FOR FOOT HUNT :D ; MEIYIN LINGZHI YUNYUN JESSIE ME LUCIANA

presents(:

2006-12-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

alrighty. i'm like super high. cant sleep yet. so anyways,
i shall blog about ALL the gifts i got.
ALOT of muchies. like seriously, it's ALOT.
LOL. gonna take a time to eat it&i'll grow fat after that.
so anyways, here's the list (:

presents i RECIEVED
SHARON : aussino notebook
GABRIELLE WAI : a cndle&card
DAVID LEE : dc talk book+letter
DAVID (my brother) : some doggy keychain
JESSIE : boxers xD+card
MELODY FAM : candy cane
MELODY ONG : ladybug chocolate
LANZ : lollie+notebook+card
MINYANG : rhema confrence cd (:
YONGBING : chocolates
JONDAVE : heart shaped lollie
JEREMIAH CHAN : kitkat+card
DEBORAH (my sister) : bookmark+2 disney babies toys
LUCINDA : a cross hangphone keychain
DESERIE : pink happy house photo album
PHYLLIS : card
ABIGAIL : lollie+sweets
JOSHUA TOH : banana flavoured baby food+card
JOEL TANG : chocolates
NICOLE TAN : cookie+necklace+card
LYDIA HEE : handphone pouch+hangphone keychain+card+cookies+card
JEREMY LIM : chocolates+biscuits+necklace
JANICE : earrings+card+fake hair extensions
GRACE : biscuits+mashmallows
VANESSA : i forgot what she gave
CALEB : card+sweet
LUCIANA : card
MY MUM : $300 on presents&other sutff

THANKS PEOPLE FOR EVERYTHING YOU GAVE ME(:
IT'S TRULY APPRECIATED :D

2006-12-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ONE & ALL !
MAY ALL YOUR HOPES&DREAMS&WISHES COME TRUE :D
LOVE YOU PEOPLE MANY MANY (:
GOD BLESS.

2006-12-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

woke up at about 9 plus this morning.
then couldnt go back to sleep after that for some reason.
so went online & slacked & all.
then joel came online.
so chatted&listen to songs. yeah (:
hoho also sent songs to me. THANK YOU :D
both can be my music library man.
& dear mrjoeltang was so lazy to blog.
so nice missamanda helped it.
isnt she nice ? so anyways,
after that, asked debs to follow me to kembangan to meet kian pin to get my bag (:
OH WHEEE. THANKS FOR THE CONVERSE BAG :D
its my christmas present ! AHH.
THE BAG I LIKED (:
so sorry i havent gotten anything for you.
cos i'm still thinking of what to get you.
yeah so anyways, after that stood there&chatted for almost an hour.
got interrupted by some annoying cleaner giving us AP.
dont know wht's the problem man.
so anyways, then the guy from the control station came
&told him say is he still waiting for his friend
&i was standing there&he didnt notice.
weird man. then he said something about the card have some timing.
then overstay have to pay 2 bucks more.
so he tried to come out&got stuck inside cos of overstay,
i just stood there laughing like mad please !
LOL. so i told him to go, later have to pay more then cham.
so he left&so did me&my sis.
&know wht my sis did, she took my phone&called alex&talk for i dont know how long.
MY PHONE BILL ! boo ):
if it raises anymore she's SOOO dead man.
oh wells, bbq later at uncle kenneth's house.
lucinda gonna be there !
OH YAY ! PICTURE TAKING TIME :D
SO GONNA HAVE FUN.
even though im gonna be the ELDEST child there. blah.
no fun lah pls. but nevermind, i'm gonna be taking pictures&
smsing the day away. yesyes.
& no i aint a bimbo, i only act like one when i feel like it.
HAH. xD

drama pictures(:

2006-12-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

CHEERLEADING POSITION ; one of them. MAN, I MISS CHEER !
sharon shazlin syaza me deserie ; DRAMA QUEENS :D
sharon shazlin deserie ; trying to do the baby freeze. shaz taught.
all trying to do ; mygosh! so retarded pls ! des can do it ! BOO ): me&sha are...hopeless.. FIRST TIME OKAY.
des was SECOND TRY&so was sharon.
michelle sharon deserie shazlin me ; doing the jump air split, but me&shaz kanna block.

shazlin sharon ; doing sumersault(sp?)
shazlin sharon ; a nicer one (:
shazlin ; doing the baby freeze OUR COACH ! :D

the light unto my path.
more sumersaults.
&even more (:

drama

2006-12-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

alrighty. came home from drama.
man, its REALLY raining cats&dogs okay!
booo! ): like seriously, everyday rain like crazy.
then keep getting wey. blahh.
bought all my books alr(:
&seriously, its DARN heavy please.
& i'm getting my voice back soon.
HAPPY HAPPY ME :D
so anyways, i think there's choir prac tmr is there ?
so like after school i'm gonna go down. yeah.
i'm gonna be in school uni, weird weird weird.
LOL. ohwells. OH YES. i shall blog bout drama.
this morning mummy fetched me to school.
so heng cos it was raining. saw des at her house bus stop.
&my mind wasnt really working well,
i should have given her a lift,
so anyways, she got drenched in the rain while coming.
i feel bad now. blahh. but what done cant be undone. so yeah.
anyways, mummy gave me money to buy books.
then waited for des in the foyer while ningrong waited for samantha.
cos ningrong ask me wait together. so nice me waited.
so just nice, both came in together, so all of us went up.
& poor des was all dreched xD
so anyways, started off with mr ju,
then..oh shucks. i forgot how to pronounce her name.
&during lunch break, it was like RAIN !
even more. we were darn cold.
so me, des, jacinta&sharon went to the food court instead to get something HOT.
as in food wise, jacinta had chicken porridge, me&des beef noodles(:
YUMMY. & sharon, guess what. yoshinoya. she tapao-ed over.
LOL. mad woman i tell you. but the chicken wings are nice man (:
THANKS sharon for the chicken. hahaha.
then back to school for ms w.
thenwe sorta plan to scare her.
so like the whole drama people. like 17 of us.
des stood in the middle of the room,
cos she koped my jacket which was black,
& she was wearing black track pants, so just nice.
all back, & we were in the black box, which is all black, so she blends in.
AHAHAH. then jacinta, michelle&dorra on the floor.
sophie at the door, syaza near the door,
me&trish behind the curtains of one wall,
sherilyn,sandra,shanam&i dont know who.
then samantha, leslie&ningrong at back stage.
then ms w came in&ask, wht's going on.
no one replied. then she switched on the lights.
& saw jacinta, michelle&dorra on the floor,
looking dead & des standing in the middle of the room like a scarecrow.
yeah. then she kinda got shocked i think.
then all of us went booo !
& she was like. "oh wow! next year sec 3 right? so mature! "
& we're like yeahhh !
retard pls. then took cab home after tht.
i had to tell the taxi driver how to come to my house.
cos he doesnt know how to come.
FUNNY. &poor des got drenched AGAIN. HAIYO.
sheesh. its gonna be a damn cold night.

MORE PICTURES(:

2006-12-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

lanz jon nicole ; LOOK AT WHAT JON IS DOING ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA !
*zap zap* janice mine ; FINGERS&RINGS
me joshua toh ; the FIRST pic is always the nicest one. hahhaaha.
lanz nicole ; EH! HE GREW SHORTER. NICOLE IS HAPPY. i know.
me janice ; MY DEARIE :D
janice me nicole ;
nicole joshua me ; HAMSTER BOY ! &we grew taller (:
kerpal nicole ; give THREE take back FIVE. (:

2006-12-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

Rhema Conference 2006 Recap

RHEMA RECAP :D

PICTURE TIME(:

2006-12-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

me&lanz ; a nicer shot (:
phuisee janice me (:
lanz&me ; the not so nice shot cos of his fringe. he insisted on another one. ahahah!
adora&me (: adorable minus the ble. HAHAHAH. PRETTY GIRL :D

vern&nic (:
vern&me (:

vern,me,nic :D

the sec2 COOL cell for year 2006 cell mentor&cell mentees (:

2006-12-16T21:10:00.000+08:00

3 hrs&49 mins to my sister's birthday(:
maybe i'll the the smart one to stay up&wish her.
ahahahahahah. arent i nice? :D
say i am. hahaha.
church tmr&i still need to shop,
not done shopping lorh!
BOOO ):
i wanna get
1) converse double tongue!
2) 1 or 2 pair of cargo pants!
3) more sets of jeans
4) crumpler bag !
5) tote bag
6) tops !
7) skirts
8) heels/pumps
9) tube dress from ICE
10) fox top&pants
blahhh! i want to SHOP SHOP SHOP.
ahh nvm luh. ohwells.
church tmr(: whee.
mass cell as esab, that's wht i heard. yupyup.
i'm gonna miss normal cell.
& year 2007 is coming. BOO.
sec 3 life. SIAN

2006-12-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

woke up at 1 today&met gab at 3 plus at kallang.
yeah, had choir prac for christmas carolling.
but with my voice, is like a total NO WAY.
is major insanity if i can actually sing.
okay, maybe i can a little, but i cant hit a freaking high note
when i want to! RARR.
annoying okay. i'm super sick & like after rhema
when i'm all happy & my voice is like THIS.
all horse & zhao xia-ish. wah piang.
buay tahan pls. boooo ! ):
i want my voice back !
i wanna sing the day away.
sing & be gay. hah,
even before school starts & before pressure comes man.
drama camp(so called) next week.
monday to thurs. sian man.
then after that is like wht, christmas carnival !
& i havent finish shopping yet !
ALL MY CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.
i aint done yet lah ! wah piang !
I STILL NEED TO SHOPPP!
BOOOOOO. & there's no one online now. ):
i feel damn loner-ish okay.
rarr, & i aint emo, why does people keep saying i'm emo when i'm not pls.
there's just some things i'd rather not say.
yes(: so yeah whatever.

Apple Of Your Eye

2006-12-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

When I'm singing cause I'm happy
You sing with me too
You say that I am Your delight,
The apple of Your eye.
And when I'm down in the vallets
I'm not far from You
You'll never let me out of sight
Even if I tried
And just like before,
You call me Yours.

Where can I run
From Your all-seeing eye?
How can I hide
When Your presense's passing by?
Oh, Your search me, You know me,
I'm your wonderful design
And I am the apple of Your eye.

So when the walls
Come crashing down to me
I'll look to You
For though my flesh and heart may fail,
Your love will still prevail
And I'll rest in the promise
You know what to do
You'll hold me close by Your side,
Closer when I cry
And just like before,
You call me Yours.

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Lyrics by Samantha Lim

LOVE THIS SONG MAN. Sam's single. given to EVERYONE who came for Rhema.
nice aint it? (:

RHEMA CONFERENCE(:

2006-12-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE ! JUST CAME BACK FROM RHEMA YESTERDAY! :D
WOOHOOO. LOVE IT LOADS MAN ! GREAT WORSHIP, GREAT SONGS, GREAT SERMONS&WORKSHOPS.
LOVE LOVE LOVE IT ! CANT WAIT FOR RHEMA CONFERENCE 2007! :D
alright, i shall blog day to day basis. starting from sunday(:

SUNDAY
well, went to chruch as usual at about 9am.
forgot to bring my phone, so i was uncontactable.
how nice. so anyways, good thing phyllis was there early to meet me.
yes, so then we went into children church first, since we have nth to do.
& yb was there, so we could meet her. yeah, so then, she played for cc.
& me+phyllis was there just looking&listening.
then came joel tang, daniel lee. (i think only both of them)
yes, then waited till yb was done&we went out for a meeting.
supposedly, but end up didnt lah.
just sat there chatting&playing. damn dumb pls.
then erhm, isaac, joel soh(chipmunk)&jonjoe.
yeah, then david lee came as well, sat around&helped yb to do things.
then me&joel tang were acting all bimbo in the accent&actions.
DAMN FUNNY PLEASE ! both of us were like the most bimbotic thing EVER.
i was NEVER that bimbotic thing super joel tang made me uber bimbo.
ANNOYING. but he's a GREAT actor i say.
damn pro luh that guy. hahahah! he sure can act.
yes, then erhm, youth service was about to start,
so me&deb were running around looking for mummy&we couldnt find her.
so we waited at her car&something told me she was at the stairs area where my bag was.
so i ran back there&she was there! i'm phychic man heh.
so got our bags&went for service.
rather weird luh, sat with tiff,debs&alex.
cos my row was all ushers&they all on duty,
so i went to the back to sit with them.
yes, then sermon was rom pastor monty,
i think he's like a GREAT pastor pls!
yeah well then, service ended&ushers+p6s+sec1s get to catch the bus to g2.
wait plus PA+CAMY, yeah.
then went onto the bus, crapped ALOT. kinda fun!
haha. & mummy brought my phone to church. like phew.
make my life MUCH MUCH simpler. yes, then went to g2&ate our lunch,
got changed&ushers had things to do alr.
for the night service.yes.had service,then at night,
tried sleeping but couldnt,woke up like 5,6 times in the middle of the night.
bad bad bad.

MONDAY
had service in the morning by pastor monty hipp! (:
about sin&midgets.
are we living a midget life or not?
we have to giants for God&he thought us by colour coding the bible with different colours.
by like the highlighting certain verses&all,yupp.
i think it's gonna help me loads, yeah.
ohyes, then, workshop for day one was being a champion among challenges.
it was done by pastor ronald.
God's champion is someone who is holy,
who's heart is for God&the keys to becoming a champion is C.R.I.S.I.S
Challenge the Challenges
Rejoice in Challenges
Identify God's will
Seek Wisdom
Insist on Growing
Search for Christ
yeah, those are the C.R.I.S.I.S
we have to stand strong in whatever we do. yupp!
well then,afterworkshop was lunch, ushers had lunch tgt.
i think it's super funny, alright,
the ushers consist of,
yongbing,meiyin,luciana,me,gladys,joanna,phuisee,phyllis,
kunjie,bradley,bryson,isaac,jonjoe,joel tang,joel soh,shaoming,
daniel,david,nigel,josiah.
yeah! the whole group of us(:
but shaoming was taken out like on the 2nd day.
yupp. then the sec1s&kunjie&bradley was out too.
blahh. so only left the girls+david&daniel&josiah.
kinda little, but nvm. then after lunch was rhema rush,
me&yb went down to dunearn to do registration,
for soccer, but after a while, it starting raining, heavily,
so yeah. then kanna caught in the rain, cannot go back.
damn sian . so then went back, ISI sang for us.
FUNNY LAH. wanted to watch superman returns,
but then cannot, so they perform for us.
we sit there LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH.
joanne was there, wendy too, and someone else.
i forgot who. heh.but it was fun lah. then went to shower
& back for meeting before dinner&service.
service was under pastor rona ! (:
the supper was biscuits&milo, wanted to go out to eat cos we didnt eat much,
but nah, it was okay.

TUESDAY
service in the morning by pastor monty,
about HOPE.
H : Helping
O : Others
P : Pursuit
E : Eternal Life
is like we have to be there for people. when they strech out their hand for help,
we got to help them. sometimes they may not need it,
and you might think that they are rejecting you& when they need help,
you're not there, so, that's why you have to like be there for people.
even when they need or do not need your help. yupp!
then workshop again, 2nd day, suppose to go for apologetics,
but went to the different kind of bgr with gladys.
hahah. super funny okay. david was there too&he was asking qns.
which made everyone go. oooohhhhh. HAHHA. that type.
super funny lah !
then off to lunch AGAIN&to dunearn with yb. yesyes.
& stir came on! WOOHOOO.
great songs& all, have a few comments.
yupp! & made friends with the drummer! hahah.
so cool ! he's called daniel, or napstir as the band calls him.
yes, me&nic took a photo with him ! damn cool okay !
HAHAHAHAHAH. a beng&lians pose. haha. super funny. muahahah.
yeah then erh.,bid goodbye, had our late dinner cum supper.
our last night, wanted to stay up late, but then like we stayed till 3 plus am then sleep.
hahah, alot of s all cant sleep. we sat there&chat&erhm yeah,
me&nic were laughing over the phone, nic will know why!
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. funny funny funny. wanton mee !

WEDNESDAY
woke up in the morning, service by pastor monty.
as usual,on us being FUN(:
being fun. arent i fun? oh wells. being fun have to have positive perspective in life.
i do have that, yeah. but emo sometimes lah. yesyes.
well anyways,after service was workshop.
on balancing between school,church,studies&everything in life.
yupyup! learnt from that too yeah.
then lunch&dunearn then.
joined kerpal's team for captain's ball! (:
our team consisted of
me, kerpal, joseph, jamie, jeanette,zi han,pearlyn, melody fam,melody ong,noella
yeah. we vs soccer boys.
they are like almost twice our height.
mygosh, how to play sial! well, we managed to lah, heh heh.
first half, 8-6. they lead.
then after break, 17 all, draw.
but they seem to like let us win.so like we won lah.
17 goals in 20 mins, or isit 30 mins?
i dont know, just play.
so yeah. joseph is a great defender.
zi han, jeanette&pearlyn are good players,
netballers, tht's why. then first half is me&kerpal.
second half is me&noella.
yeah. not easy okay!
run until face turn red&i felt faintish.
yeah. jamie is a good goalie(sp?) !
HAHAHHA. she sure can catch lah ! hahah.
yeah. then had to go back cos of duties again.
showered&all, then off to meeting then dinner.
hahha, then service. final service. yeah.
well, i think alter call was great! (:
prayed for lydia yeo,phyllis&debs.
love my little sis lah she(:
suhui jie prayed for me.
the Lord spoke to her&what the Lord say was true.
well, i just got to change lah.
no rebellion & all. yeah. it's time for me to change.
& i hope i can & i will (:

choir(:

2006-12-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS ... FUN.
rather. hahahah!
bella left for church camp alr !
boooo ! ): no more crapping for a few days.
nvm, i'm gonna have church camp too anyways.
well, had choir at g2.
& the gates were lock, so we had to climb over,
the "great" thing was tht,
we had to climb & my fbt shorts got caught&when i just down,
it tore.
how nice right? rarr.
so maybe all i need is to sew it.
thank God it isnt at areas that are unseenable.
hah, it's rather safe(:
so that's good. yeah.
books shopping tmr ! hahah.
that's wht mummy calls it.
buy school books.
& rhema on sunday(:
i'm being an usher. hah!
& so is nicole tan ! my bestie(:
she's gonna pei me !
HAHAHAHA.
& we're staying overnight,
not worrying on where i have to stay now.
but its gonna disrupt alot of things i'm taking part in!
rarr, but nvm, i have to take it.
ohwells. tmr is gonna be a good day,
i guess. sunday will be even better(:
yupyup!
sheesh, i'm missing him loads man.
whats with you amanda liu hui shi!

MORE LYRICS(:

2006-12-07T14:44:00.000+08:00

i belong to me by jessica simpson

I belong to me...

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby

Before I open up my heart to you
I don't need somebody to complete me I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do
I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yea
Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

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another song(:
love it LOADS(:

my new addiction(:

2006-12-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

irreplaceable by beyonce

to the left to the left
to the left to the left.

mmmm to the left to the left
everything you own in a box to the left.
in the closet, that's my stuff.
yes i bought it (nigga) please don't touch.

and keep talkin' that mess, that's fine.
but could you walk&talk at the same time?
and its my name that's on the Jag.
so remove your bags, let me call you a cab.

standin' in the front yard,
tellin' me how i'm such a fool.
talkin' bout how i'll never ever find a man like you.
you got me twisted.

you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me.
i could have another you in a minute.
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
baby.

you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me.
i can ahve another you by tomorrow.
so dont you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable.

so go ahead&get gone
&call that chick&see if she's home.
opps i bet you thought i didnt know.
what did you think i was puttin' you out for?

because you was untrue
rollin' he around in the car i bought for you.
baby drop the keys
hurry up before your taxi leaves.

standin' in the front yard,
tellin' me how i'm such a fool.
talkin' bout how i'll never ever find a man like you.
you got me twisted.

you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me.
i could have another you in a minute.
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
baby.

you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me.
i can ahve another you by tomorrow.
so dont you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable.
so since i'm not your everything,
how about i'll be nothing
nothing at all to you.

baby i wont shed a tear for you.
i wont lose a wink of sleep
cos the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy.

to the left
to the left
to the left
to the left

mmm to the left to the left
everything you own in a box to the left
to the left to the left
dont you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable

you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me.
i could have another you in a minute.
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
baby.

you must not know bout me, you must not know bout me.
i can ahve another you by tomorrow.
so dont you ever for a second get to thinking
you're irreplaceable.

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LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG (:
MY NEW ADDICTION <33

I LOVIN IT !

2006-12-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS FUN (:
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, LOVED IT SO SO SO MUCH !
I WANNA DO IT AGAIN !
ALRIGHT GLENDA SISTER ?
hahahahha ! anyways, went over to glenda's house today(:
MAN, IT WAS FUN :D
anyways, i was suppose to go out with des&ric&bella&kai&raf.
and in the end, only des,ric&bella could make it.
so yes, then i messaged mummy to ask if i can go to glenda's place
& she allowed ! OH YAY (:
cos glenda stays near by, that' why.
yesyes. anyways, then,
glenda&serene&vivian swam & i couldn't.
they'll know why (:
yes then, went up to her grannie's place which is another block away,
hahaha. & we went to get coke floats (:
serene was sarsi float.
yumyum~ hahahah.
and then after that, we ordered macs delivery&went back to swim.
soon later, the order came, we paid for our meals&ate.
then back to more badminton,
i think i own those three ! HAHAHAH.
I'M SO MUCH BETTER OKAY!
TWO vs ONE & i still win !
muahahahahaha ! you can always ask them about it xD
yes then, they went back to swim
& we dunked/threw vivian into the water(:
THAT WAS OH-SO-FUN !
HAHAHA, trust me, a small sized girl getting thrown by 3 people bigger sizes than her.
i actually felt quite bad, but it was fun =x
then glenda taught them the starting for olympics.
as in the dive in. kinda cool,
all i did was sat there&laugh.
tried to help&got wet, how great.
&there was this little boy named jonathan,
the did the backflip, OHMYGOSH,
total coolness ! & he's like little,
5 years i think, i'm SO jealous.
&HE'S SO FLEX. rarr. alright, then all left around 4 plus almost 5.
ealier than supposed. i'm suppose to be back by 6.
i feel so guai (: hahaha.
& now back to helping mummy do her thing(:
so i shall end (:
and glenda ! it's time for you to tag(:

(:

2006-12-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

OH YAY!
BELLA IS BACK(: AND SO IS CLAUDIA (:
my CRAPPINGcumACT LIANcumSINGING PARTER IS BACK !
HAHAHAHAHAH ! HAPPY HAPPY ME (:

HOPE HAS COME (:

2006-12-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

Hope Has Come
let us join with the angel voices,
let us join their happy song.
all of heaven and earth rejoices,
for the lamb of God has come.

he has come to rescue sinners,
come to meet our desperate needs.
he was bon to bring forgiveness,
born for calvary.

alleluia, Hope has come.
alleluia, Christ has come.
we oncer were slaves in misery,
till You appeared and set us free.
alleluia, Hope has come.

Let us lay our gifts before Him,
let us magnify His name.
With our thankful hearts, adore him,
for the Lord has come to save.

He has come to break sin's power.
He has come to set us free.
Hope was born that glorious hour,
Christ the mighty King.

this is the one of the christmas carolling songs we're gonna sing(:
heh, i dont think it's suppose to be up, but i wanna put it here.
so yeah(:

at the cross(:

2006-12-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

this is a new song i learnt in church, super nice (:
LOVE IT LOADS :D

AT THE CROSS
Oh Lord, you searched me,
you know my way;
Even when i fail you,
I know you love me.

Your holy presence,
surrounding me,
in every season,
i know you love me;
i know you love me.

At the cross i bow my knees,
Where your blood was shed for me,
there's no greater love than this.
you have overcome the grave,
your glory fills the highest place,
what can seperate me now?

you go before me,
you shield my way,
your hands uphold me;
i know you love me.

and when the earth fades,
falls from my eyes,
and you stand before me,
i know you love me;
i know you love me.

you tore the veil,
you made a way,
when you said that it is done.

yupyup! LOVE THIS SONG (:
oh yes, and...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY VANESSA SOH ! LOVE YOU MY DEAR CM ! (:
that's my pm(:
love her loads man !
since like primary six i knew her ? yeah! (:
she was my..what's tht it called.
OH, DGL ! yeah! Discussion Group Leader ! :D
yesyes, she said it was her first time being a DGL lah.
then the frp was me&phuisee&i dont know who else.
yeah! (: and then secONE, in cell,
she was my CM too! and in secTWO(now), as well.
but the sad thing is...WE'RE GONNA SPLIT CELL ALREADY! ):
man, i'm gonna miss my cell lah ! as in secTWO COOL CELL ):
i'm missing it alr lah ! it's like last cell today..i think..
awww man ! the more i think of it, the more i wish the year was longer lah.
rarr, we spend like ALOT of time tgt as a cell,
and like me+vern+phyllis&nicole,
choir. wow, MYLOVE man.
hahahah ! ANYWAYS,
THANKS VERN FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE ! (:
thanks for bring with me during my walk with God
& helping me grow stronger in my trust with God.
OHOH,and we have ALOT in common,
THAT I KNOW. xD

yesyes, alrighty. i shall end now(:
GOODNIGHT(:
and i'm not emo. hurhur.

i have nothing to say

2006-11-30T14:24:00.000+08:00

another day passing by as usual.
with nothing for me to say this time.
i'm just sitting here stoning.
as usual, waiting for my phone to ring.
to at least get a msg.
being online doesnt make a difference,
cos i have nothing to do besides chatting.
it doesnt become a nessesity(sp?) even.
i seriously need something to take my mind off certain things.
it's just too tiring to even think.
i'm getting sick&tired of just waiting.
maybe i'll just stop thinking.
or maybe even ignore my own feelings.
ignore everything around me.
it just gets too sucky .
ignoring seems simple,
but ignoring my own feelings is not what i do.
i dont always do that.
the feeling is just crapped up.
i may seem happy outside & all.
that's what you think i am.
but on the inside, i'm a totally different person.
on the inside, i'm not me.
even smiling seems hard now.
hah.. who am i trying to bluff,
maybe those around me will never know.
yeah, i guess that's what's happening now.
i'm lying to the whole world.
guess that's my fav thing to do now aye ?
oh wells. i dont actually bother.
cos i'm lying to myself,
it's all a lie.
well, i shall end here then.
goodbye for now.
maybe i might not blog that often any longer.
my life doesnt seem to be any much interesting.

tsktsktsk.

2006-11-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11 plus just now.
and only started using the comp now cos of my sis.
blah. anyways, chatted with bella till like 4 plus am ! (:
ahahhaha ! MY CRAPPING cum ACT LIAN cum SINGING PARTNER :D
hahahah ! she's SO funny ! hahahha.
love her man ! hhahaha ! <3

yeah, we were like talking nonsense and sending songs online.
hahah ! funny man.
and at first we were confrencing with des.
and then she fell asleep ! hahah.
and me & bella were laughing over the phone
& shouting her name to make her wake up.
but she seriously fell asleep,
so both of us put down the phone & she called me .
yeah. hahah ! yes, cos i dont wanna waste my phone bill,
i call des leh ! my bill sia. hahah !
then anyways, so we chatted
till i decided to put down the phone cos i was tired.
haha ! both me & bella are seriously insane people !
HAHAHAHHAHAHA !
we were singing like some mad women !
to all the girls by aaron carter !
we were high okay ! not my fault xD
hahaha ! LOVE THAT GIRL (:

yeah, and having tuition later.
SIAN.
but it's the last one, might as well.
i'll miss my classmates.
esp cassandra !
but nvm we'll write letters ! ahhaha.
and i'll miss kiren, nicole ng, the forever noisy guys sitting at the back.
yar. hahah ! and i'll miss MISS rach NG TOO !
my maths teacher ! SHE'S LIKE SOOOOO NICE.
i actually understood maths after i went to learning lab lah.
i fell in love with maths !
hahah. okay . not fall in love , yeah.
but whatever. hahah ! i understood maths lah.
and SCIENCE TOO !
MRS LIM YC !
i'll go back and find her like that nanyang girl ! ahahaha. xD
and make sure i ask her as many qns as possible.
heh heh heh.
alrighty, i shall end ! (:
could you talk to me like how you talk to her.
at least make me feel i'm not waiting in vain.

yawn

2006-11-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

i'm tired yet i cant sleep.
how great is that.
tuition tomorrow at 430.
how nice , and i'm suppose to have christmas carolling choir prac at 4.
man , clash totally. so i'm not going for choir prac.
2nd prac i'm missing.
and they learnt a new song alr ! oh man !
anyways, let go of me production on sat! (:
i'm being an usher ! hahahah. so cool (:
never tried that before. yeah.
OH OH, cell group meeting on friday ! (:
is meeeting cum stayover. at my place.
SEC TWO COOL CELL,
meet at kembangan mrt at 7pm SHARP.
yes (:
it's for the christmas carnival, since our stall was chosen (:
my idea. hahah! i'm proud of it :D
yes, well then, i shall sleep soon, i guess.
and wake up late tmr. hahah !
i need to write letters & send it to my dear jrs tmr.
yesyes(: hope i can find a letter box near by,
i dont know if there's one hahah !

(: | ):

2006-11-28T12:47:00.000+08:00

i like just woke up by my dear bestie !
what a great timing huh!
slept at almost 2 ystd i think.
i was taking to bella ! my crapping partner :D
yeah (: she's funny lah that girl.
intro-ed her to ms swan !
annoying and ever most irritating ms swan !
hhahahah ! you can feel like slapping her but laughing at her the next.
yeah. she's LIKE THAT.
ANNOYING BUT FUNNY .
yes, and i DESPERATELY NEED TO GO OUT !
rarr, all my mum's fault, dont let me go out.
blah ! ask me stay home study, bookless study wht sia !
annoying annoying annoying.
i wanna go out tmr !
like before my tuition!
des knows wht i mean ! (:
and i still havent watch my step up yet !
it's alright bella! we'll be the idiots who havent watched it.
HAH. heck lah !
if the movie's out, i'll wait for the dvd to come out and i'll buy it !
hurhur. alrighty, it's time for another stoning day :D
all i wish for is for you to be happy now, cheer up will ya ?

i think it's just me

2006-11-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

to a certain someone:
we seem to be drifting apart
eversince you came back on that day.
is it me or have you changed.
you just dont seem you anymore.
maybe it's time for me to give up.
cos i cant be bothered anymore.
i think it's just a part of my wishful thinking.
i thought it might work out somehow,
but it doesnt seem like as if it did.
well, you did some things.
which shows how unimportant i am to you.
you may say i'm just over paranoid,
or it just isnt my day.
maybe i'm thinking too much.
whatever it is, maybe its time to come to an end.
its up to you now if you want something to happen.

lalala.

2006-11-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

hahahaha. oh right.

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

choco chip(: yumyum~

You Are Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream

A classic and an original, no wonder everyone snakes your style!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.You know how to steal the spotlight...And how to act out to get your way.
People around you know that you're good for a laugh.But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: High InfluenceHip Hop: High InfluenceR&B: High Influence90's Hip Hop: Medium InfluenceCountry: Medium Influence

How's" Your Taste in Music?

uh huh.

You Are Lemon Meringue Pie

You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweetThose who like you have well refined tastes

What Kind of Pie Are You?

blahh!

2006-11-27T12:34:00.000+08:00

i'm down with flu&cough.
how great.
and all i can do at home,
is stone&slack,
my sis just went out without my mum's permission.
what a pro she is aye ?
my mum say she's picking up after me.
like as if it's my fault.
my mum told me,
"your sister arh, hao xue bu xue. qu xue ni de bad habits"
not my fault right.
so what if i'm the older sibling,
i need to be a good example,
that i know, but if they dont wanna learn
and choose to learn the naughty side
also cannot blame me what !
everything also my fault.
dont have me in the first place lah.
let david be the all "goody two shoes"
see what happens, act only.
love acting. what an ass lah.
cant be bothered with that guy.
all day also play,
if we do so, my mum scold,
my bro play, never get scolding.
total biasness lah.
dont believe you can ask my sis, i bet she agrees.
he's a total ass man.
what's his bloody problem lah he.
forever actung guai only. myfoot.

i still love my sis lah !
she's the best <33 she's like ME :D so what, being like me is a bad thing meh ? hurr. i prefer bring me. dont care lah (: anyways, this post is totally RANDOM. hah, yes, if you can tell, it's done due to boredom. yes, this is what boredom has done to me. i cant go out cos my mum doesnt allow. so i seriously have NOTHING to do at all. ahh heck. lols!

choir camp

2006-11-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

choir camp is over !
gosh ! IT WAS FUN FUN FUN(:
LOVE IT LIKE LOADS LAH !
HAHAHAHHAHAA.
got closer to some seniors(:
i think it went REALLY REALLY WELL.
a great success ?
i think so (:

DAY ONE
day one was OH-SO-FINE.
i dont remember doing much.
games and choir pracs.
yeah, choir prac for 6 hrs.
1pm to 4pm and 7pm to 10pm.
we went through the WHOLE set piece for SYF.
EVERYONE SANG.
nice song lahh ! i love the part where sop 2s sing,
" across the white orchards and dark green dark green fields"
yupp! wow, i LOVE the melody there.
it's NICE (:
and SOP 2 IMPROVED ALOT !
since the first time i joined choir last year,
till now, SOP TWO CHANGED.
i was in ALTO ONE then.
WE improved alot,
after adjustments and all (:
yupp ! well then i fell .
yes after chasing the dumb bloody bus .
ANNOYING.
cos i was chasing it and of ALL people,
i slipped and fell,
aint that nice ?
scratched knee and so is like my toe area.
3 scratches and cuts.
bad aint it ?
it reminds me of my penknife cutting days lah.
heh, the cuts that is.
same depth, but the penknife cuts seem more painful.
ahh heck.
then went to pp and like clean my wound and had lunch
and back to sch for more choir prac.
and then games and dinner and choir prac again,
yes, tht's day one.

DAY TWO
well, water bombing&cluedo.
LOVE IT LOADS MAN <3
total rocked (:
learnt SYF set piece by this day.
great man! TOTALLY GREAT.
improved like SOOOO much. yeah(:
i'm happy about it and everyone else too.
yeah(:

loves<3

2006-11-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

alrighty. came back from tuition just now(:
anyways. CHOIR CAMP TOMORROW !
till SATURDAY(:
dont miss me too much people!
hahahahah. xD
anyways, went to des house in the morning.
mr fan was there like at 11am,
and i thought me was lying. -.-
he said he was at dover when i called him.
what a liar !
i knew there was something wrong cos there wasn't any train announcement lah.
annoying ass !
anyways, reached her place and she was at the bus stop waiting.
and i walked ALL THE WAY to her house(:
from mine that is(:
it's quite okay lahh.
not say very far. yeah. anyways,
then met her and that stalker dissapeared.
and only appeared at 12nn.
ON THE DOT.
he came in and the clock rang!
hahaha ! fine. you're on time.
WHATEVER.
then watch monsters inc.
and after tht watch half way,
went into des's room to listen to music.
and me & des lied on the bed(:
super comfy lah.
i fell asleep there the other time
during class party ! hahaha.
anyways. we were reading archie comics.
and gave up reading. lols!
and there was slapping again!
i always get slapped you know.
SO ANNOYING!
rarr. anyways,
des hold onto me for mr fan to slap.
like WTH?! idiot.
and then i slapped him.
like HARD. on the face that is.
we're always slapping?
MYGOSH.
and he slapped me too okay!
HARD ON MY FACE.
hurr. annoying annoying annoying.
ohmygosh!

anyways, after tht i met crystal tay in sch.
yeah. had to go for choir meeting.
des&ric sent me there :D
nice lah you two. haha.
OH OH, and my edited picture! (:
on the phone !
i still think it looks NICE :D
hurhur. i taught mr fan how to use it okay!.
lalalala. say thanks lahh! muahhaha.

okay, choir meeting.
went to school.
chatted and got down to do our things.
we prepared ! funny lah.
a dress, oh my gosh !
freaks ! i dont wanna wear it lah please !
MORONIC , that's how i'll look !
blahh !
and it started raining.
MYGOSH.
took a cab down to city hall there with clare & ethel. :D
I SO DO NOT HAVE ANOREXIC LEGS OKAY !
mygosh ! like since when lah !
i dont even have it please.
maybe i think my own legs are nice.
i have to admit i like my own legs xD
hahahah !
i seriously think it's nice.
okay . i better stop.
if not i'm gonna be called ego ass/freak or what-so-ever.

then after that off for tuition(:
second last lesson this week.
and no more tuition with learning lab anymore!
i'll miss the classmates(:

yeah. alright,
i shall end now.
BABY IS COMING BACK TOMORROW!
i think(:

(:

2006-11-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

haha. choir meeting was fun(:
des tagged along, hahaha.
people who went were.
me, chimi, des, crystal tay, crystal chew, ethel, clare, queenie, cheryl ang, christine seah & rozanne.
yeah! (:
hahaha. fun lah. heh heh.
we all meet at macs and ate+chat.
then after tht to giant to get some stuff.
and then we went to cold storage there to look for ju and kendra(:
MONKEY KING. hahahha xD
and then erhm. went over to ntuc to but more stuff.
yeah then after tht , everything was done,
so chimi left and then me, crystal and des went to look for ju & kendra.
and we met ariane and went to BK.
i realised that my lunch was only fries+drink.
yeah! hahaha, i want my 45kg ! ):
annoying.
and then me & des left to go airport go fetch desebelle, des's jiejie.
waited like for halg an hour plus then come out.
SO LONG LAHH. piangg ehh.
but nvm, then me & des cab-ed back.
yeah. lazy take mrt. so ma fan lahh.
must wait for tht DUMB BUS WHICH TAKES FOREVER TO COME.
blahh ! but its a loop service, THAT'S WHY.
they should have like 2 buses working at one time man !
rarrr. heck.

and my sister is 35 KG ! MYGOSH !
I WANT HER WEIGHT LAH !
okay, not THAT light but like 10 kg heavier than here will be right !
45 ! FOURTY FIVE ! si shi wu !
blah !! maybe i should go back to that so called anorexic time again !
2 kg gone just like THAT.
but it makes my tummy hurt.
and i dont wanna hurt his heart either. (:
yeah. so i'm not gonna to that.
think of a way man.!
hmmmm,
wht about gym-ing ?!.
that would be fun (:
ahahha ! i'll think of possibilities another time(:
shall end now !
BABY IS COMING BACK SOON! :D
MISS YOU LOADS LAH! <33

choir meeting

2006-11-21T10:30:00.000+08:00

YAY! choir meeting later(:
MAN, I SO MISS CRYSTAL TAY AND CHIMENE ! <3
missed you guys when i as in china luh !
LOVE YOU TWO MAN(:
oh yeah. and erhm the seniors too!
aiya.. EVERYONE IN CHOIR COMM :D
yeah. and THE CHOIR too(:
see how devoted i am =X
anyways, meeting crystal later at 1230,
she needs to pass me some stuff.
then we go to meet the others later.
yupp(:
and my dear bestie wants to have lunch with me.
hahaha. i'll think about it.

CHOIR CAMP IN.. 2 DAYS! (:
thurs start :D
HAPPY HAPPY.
it's gonna be FUN FUN FUN(:
and kai is coming back.. tmr? or isnt thurs?
i have NO idea. heh.
baby, i miss you loads !
yeah. alright then,
i shall end now(:

quiz. LUCINDA(:

2006-11-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

LUCINDA MADE ME DO THIS. XD

THE CANS.
CAN YOU BLOW A BUBBLE:YEAH.
CAN YOU DANCE: erhm no? i'm not gonna be bhb.
CAN YOU DO A CARTWHEEL: nope!
CAN YOU TIE A CHERRY STEM WITH YOUR TONGUE: i cant ! but i know my cousin can !
CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR TOE: erhm yeah.
CAN YOU WHISTLE: i can(:
CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS:nope.
CAN YOU WIGGLE YOU NOSE: nope.

THE DIDS.
DID YOU EVER RUN AWAY FROM HOME: i wish i could. but i guess i'm too lazy to.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A DOCTOR: no thank you.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A FIRE FIGHTER: no thanks.
DID YOU EVER WANT TO BE A POLICE OFFICER: for what?!

THE DOS.
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM: yeah i do.
DO YOU LIKE ROLLER COASTER: yupp!
DO YOU OWN A BIKE: no i dont. cos i cant cycle.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ABLE TO HANDLE THE STUFF THEY EAT ON THOSE REALITY SHOWS: i'll just puke. no thanks.

THE DOES.
DOES HAIR LOSS RUN IN YOUR FAMILY AT ALL: i think it does.
DOES YOUR CAR GET GOOD GAS MILEAGE: FYI, i dont own a car.
DOES YOUR FAMILY HAVE FAMILY PICNICS: erhm yeah. sometimes.

THE HAVES.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE: duh i have. i just came back on wed?
HAVE YOU EVER ASK SOMEONE OUT: duh i have! my close friends luh. who else ?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ASKED OUT BY SOMEONE: DUH. my friends ? dumb qn.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE OCEAN: erhm yeah ?
HAVE YOU EVER GONE FISHING: yeah. with my dad ? dont wanna think about it.
HAVE YOU EVER PAINTED YOUR NAILS: erhm yeah, its painted now.

THE HOWS.
HOW DID YOU KNOW ABOUT FRIENDSTER: i cant remember.
HOW MANY OF THEM HAVE YOU MET IN PERSON: majority are my friends ?

THE WHATS.
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO: how to save a life by the fray
WHAT IS THE TEMPERATURE OUTSIDE: i dont know.
WHAT RADIO STATION DO YOU LISTEN TO: 98.7 or power 98.
WHAT WAS THE LAST RESTAURANT YOU ATE AT: cafe&terrace at RTC.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT: i dont know. i havent touch my wallet since...i dont know when.
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: some drink?
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU WATCHED ON TV: the 11pm show on channel U.

THE WHOS.
WHO IS THE NEWEST FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE ON FRIENDSTER: i dont know.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SMSED: deserie bestie(:
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: talking now(: to deserie bestie(:
WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH: secret. for me to know, for you to find out.

SEVEN LOVES.
SEVEN MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM:
7) HANDPHONE.
6) LAPTOP.
5) WALLET.
4) MY BED.
3) CLOTHES!
2) MIRROR!
1) MY SISTER(:

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
7) i'm emo now.
6) I'M LOUD.
5) i'm on the phone now.
4) 164cm
3) 47kg. shit man! my 45kg ! ):
2) i love R-AGE. :D
1) i wanna go tanning ! (:

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
7) ass.
6) whatever.
5) idiot.
4) so annoying.
3) yeah.
2) haha!
1) okayy.

SEVEN PPL TO DO THIS THING:
1: anyone
2: can
3: do
4: it
5: if
6: you
7: want.

2006-11-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

freak lah.
bloody headache.
annoying. rarr.

anyways, it's my lil bro's birthday today(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID ! :D
LOVE YOU LOADS.
even though you annoy me and irritate me most of the time.
you're still my lil bro that i'll love(:

man, that was random, but its okay! :D

i SERIOUSLY HATE HATE HATE HEADACHES.
someone jsut stab me and let me die!
it's killing me !
and i dont feel me now.
i feel emo. rarr.
annoying. blame the headache if you can.
maybe i'll blame me.
it's annoying and it kills.

fun fun(:

2006-11-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

des and kenric came over today(:
fun lah. heh heh :D
didnt you two have fun too ?
well, des stayed on ystd.
and then erhm, went to church this morning together with me(:
and then kenric came for service(:
hahaha. and he bought the brownies and ended up eating it all alone.
SO SORRY. we didnt eat it.
he was tempting me with it lah !
IDIOT. i just went gym-ing ystd okay!
you're gonna make me put back all those calories i burnt.
rarr. anyways, had service then erhm.
des and kenric came over after that(:
yeah ! oh yeah me and des signed up for RHEMA CONFRENCE :DD
it's SO GONNA BE FUN !
I ASSURE YOU. heh. (:
anyways, then erhm..
they came back. out lunch was kim chi maggie.
hahah ! i cooked okay(:
i can cook. and the other two were like dont know where.
anyways, after we ate.
went back into the room.
we're playing ! LIKE LITTLE KIDS.
mygosh. you wont wanna know what happen.
AND I GOT SLAPPED.
ALL THANKS TO SOMEONE. HURR.
IDIOT, slap me so many FREAKING times.
I'M SO FREAKING PISSED. *with the white chicks accent*
but i slapped them too(:
HAHAHHA ! THAT WAS THE BEST.
and kenric's pacs are LIKE DARN HARD.
mygosh. i can break my finger okay!
PAIN LAH.
anyways, they stayed for dinner as well,
and before that. we went to the playground !
hahaha. damn fun lah.
run here run there.
i was the best man ! sit there and slack.
no one can catch me (:
i'm too pro ! xD
anyways, after tht went back for dinner.
those two stayed.
stinky man ! STINK MY BED.
so idiot. rarr.
kidding =X
erhm then. we watch scary movie 4 AGAIN.
FUNNY PLEASE.
des was SCREAMING right in my ear !
pain lah woman ! haiyo.
scream so loud.
and 4 people squeeze on 1 sofa.
man, cos my dear lil sis, debs is too scared.
lols. but its okay lah. hahaha.
anyways then erhm.
we played tai di in the room with zan and sam.
they came over. yeah.
haha. super fun. asshole tai di.
i dont know how many of us were in my room.
i think like.. 7 of us.
yeah, can fit lah. lols.
then they left about 845, 9 ?
yeah, i think around tht time(:
i had to walk them up the slope okay !
arent i nice ?
hurhur .
and they got into a cab and i had to walk home ALONE.
scary shit lah.
and it seemed like it was gonna rain.
ahh wells.
we had fun(:
i know. and those two.
HAD EVEN MORE FUN :D

P/S : I AINT A BIMBO. (:

2006-11-18T12:47:00.000+08:00

des is at my place now (:
she slept over last night and maybe tonight ?
hahahaha. yeah.
so fun. cos there's no one at her place.
so she decided to stay over :D
and she wants me to go over to her house today.
cos maybe kenric might come along as well xD
yeah. but i dont think my mum will allow lah !
hahaha ! and we stayed up till 1 plus cos of
MR FAN RUI PIN, KENRIC
but i dont blame him.
so nevermind. i'm nice :D
and we overslept today.
this morning.
suppose to wake up at 830 but we ended up waking at 10.
heh heh. xD
and we disturbed mr fan and he woke up
cos me and him have been disturbing des for the past two days.
hah ! so des decided to wake him up.
aint she smart. oh wells.

yeah. anyways, we just ate bens&jerrys ice cream(:
yumyum. berry nice and choc fudge brownie.
berry nice is very nice.
and so is choc fudge brownie (:
both are nice lah :DD
and i wanna work at bens and jerrys !
me and nic can work together and we can kope ice cream xD
insanity lah. who cares lah,
muahhaahha.
alright. i shall end and let des blog now(:
GOODBYE.

to ju and mel.

2006-11-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SIX MONTH ! (:
to JULIANA NG AND MELISSA WONG !
you two are like THE BESTEST BEST COUPLE EVER LAH :D
no one else can replace you two being together lorh! (:
the one and only perfect couple ! (:
envy you two lahh! hahaha xD

china trip

2006-11-16T10:30:00.000+08:00

okay, since i'm bored, i shall blog about the china trip!
i think it was like DARN fun (:
like really really fun luh. yupp :D
went from the 5th to 15th of nov.
well, the flight came back on the 15th luh.
yeah. if i'm not wrong.
the people who went for the trip are.
* mr lee
* mrs sim
* cheryl low
* calistar
* juliana ng
* szemin
* lailin
* deserie
* amanda (me)
* vivian lim
* glenda
* serene
* veronica
* belle
* eva
* maribeth
* yuen ching, stella
yupp! those were the people who went(: there were only 7 sec2s. supposedly 8 but sotong couldnt go cos of her throat. aww ): but it's okay we still had fun (: yeah.
well, we studied at Cai Xiang Middle School in SuZhou for FOUR days. made ALOT ALOT of new friends(:
i think the students there are like SUPER UBER nice lah(:
and now i have tht cheena accent cos i was there. i spoke to them in tht accent !
damn cool lah. but i hate tht accent. ironic man.
ahh heck. anyways, my table partners were zhenlu and tianwu. yeah.
and they have a habit to call each other by full names. damn weird lah.
so if you call them by name, they think it's weird. but it aint weird for us.
oh wells. hahah ! anyways, i LOVE the weather there. it's like SHIOK.
AHAHAHA(: too many memories within those few days. muhahhaa.
yeah, oh wells . after tht , off we went to HangZhou (:
got another guide. zhang dao. we had one, shen dao, he was with us throughout the whole trip.
yeah(: and the bus uncle person. yuppp!
well, zhang dao looks pervertic man, eee . damn scary. bleh !
and des says shen dao too. whatever.
yeah. went for ALOT of sightseeing. like seriously ALOT.my gosh.
can die man.i only took MANY MANY pics. i wasnt really listening to the any of the daos talking.
hahah ! i feel mean.they talk so much and we didnt listen! haha.
then after a night in HangZhou. we heading on to ShangHai ! (:
WOOHOO! LOVE THAT PLACE.
SHOPPING
SHOPPING
AND MORE SHOPPING ! :D
LOVE THAT LIFE.
hahhaha. CAMERA TAKING most of the time. (:
every single day. there would be at least ONE sesson for camera taking.
muahah! girls just love cameras xD
well yeah. even the last day was shopping day !
fun fun fun (:
I'LL MISS EVERYONE FROM CAIZHONG (:
mr lee and mrs sim are fun teachers ! :D

wo huai lai le

2006-11-15T08:24:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK PEOPLE :D
i shall blog again either later or tomorrow. yeah.
touched down in s'pore at like 525am !
*yawns*
maybe i shall go sleep(:
GOODNIGHT FOR ME.
GOODMORNING TO YOU PEOPLE(:

):

2006-11-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving for china tomorrow !
and kai's leaving today ! des, i'm not sad. i just miss him.
aww man . i'm gonna miss many many people.

i'm gonna miss my sister
my mother
205
choir people
cell people
church people
kai baby
and MANY MANY MORE :D

and like des say.
china has NO hot guys at all.
yucks. xD

quizz

2006-11-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

JANICE SOON MADE ME SO THIS XD

in the past 24 hours, have you
1.cried? nope. i didnt (:
2. worn jeans? erhm no. i didnt leave the house. except to go to school.
3. met anyone? my family? des sandra jo ju sotong and many many people (:
4. done laundry? nope.
5. went hungry? when i wasnt eating. but i didnt seem to be hungry.
6. talked on the phone? DUH i did :D
7. say I love you? erhm yeah(:

do you believe in
8. yourself? hmmm. believe in myself to achieve something luh.yeah.
9. your friends? yeah! i do believe in them(: and trust them too(:
10. tooth fairies? erhm no. it's jsut a tooth under the pillow and erhm getting a coin. nahh. dont believe.
11. destiny/fate? nahh, God planned EVERYTHING in life(:
12. ghosts? yeah, the HOLY GHOST aka. HOLY SPRIRT :D
13. UFO? those flying things? nahh.

friends and life
14. Have you ever wished of having another name? erhm no. why would i ? maybe i might but havent thought of it.
15. Do you like anyone? DUH ! i love someone NOW. (: I LOVE MANY SOMEONEs :D
16. Which friend of yours acts most like you do? deserie? we seem alike. oh wells.
17. Who was there with you, when you cried the most? GOD (: and erhm des and erhm kai.
18. What's the best feeling in the world? when everyone is happy ! :D I LOVE SMILES(:
19. What's the worst feeling in the world? when i feel lost and rather emo.
20. What's the time now? 8:34pm

which is better?
21. Chocolate or Vanilla? CHOCOLATE :D
22. Coke or Pepsi? COKE. i think it's better. i dont know..
23. Love or Lust? LOVE(:
24. Sprite or 7-up? SPRITE.
25. Girls or Guys? both. im aint a sexist!
26. Scruff or clean-shaved? i dont know..
27. Movie in the day or night? does mid day count? but you're in the cinema, isnt it still dark?

the last time
28. you took a shower? this morning.
29. cried? last day of school ?
30+31. Who makes you smile/can make you smile no matter what? MANY MANY PEOPLE can make me smile. BUT, to make me smile no matter wht, only he can(:
32. Are you in love right now? YES. with God. & with baby (:

do you ever
33. sit by the phone waiting for calls? nope.
34. save AIM conversations? whats AIM?
35. wish you were someone else? nahh.
36. wish you were of opposite gender? DUH NO ! I LOVE BEING A GIRL :DD
37. stay online for more than 8 hours? i think i did xD
38. gotten stuck in a lift? nahh..
39. gone out with people you don't know? my friends friend. but we know each other now(:
40 hate a person to the core that you wished they were dead? i dont hate . i dislike.
41. swear at your parents or siblings? when i was angry xD
42. read comics until you cry? erhm no.

who was the last person
43. that you saw? my mum. she came in to ask a question.
44. that you talked to? deserie and kai.
45. you hugged? i'm not sure. i cant remember.
46 who instant messaged you? no one did.

do you
47. colour your hair? nope. but i wanna highlight x)
48. have tattoo? yupp. the fake ones for chruch service..
49. have piercing(s)? one on each ear (: but i want more!
50. put on lipstick? performance.
51. own more than 10 flip-flops? nope. how i wish. but that's ALOT.
52. like someone? already answered(:
53. hate someone? nahh. i dont hate. i dislike. i already said.
54. have any money with you now? nope. i'm broker then broke.

5 people to do this
1. DESERIE HUANG MUN ER (:
2. SHARON SPEC TWIN(:
3. STEPHANIE NU ER (:
4. CHLOE JUNIOR(: random luh.
5. MY SISTER (:

fun(:

2006-11-03T17:24:00.000+08:00

went back to school today to collect streaming results ):
aww man, i got into 304.
but at least tht's the class i thought i might go to.
cos like, i did really bad.
yeah, oh wells.
like wht ethel say, "just do well in that class"
i think it'll work.
and i'm gonna have 9 subs.
OH WOW.
how great. and not alot of 205 ppl in tht class.
but STILL, there are.
hope i'll grow to love the new 304.
cos like what, i'll miss my classs ):
yeah. but no worries!
there are FUN people in my class !
oh yeah (: hyped up ones !
we'll be crazy together. :D

okay, so after tht.
me, des, sandra and jo
took a cab to des's house.
i thought we were going to pp.
oh wells. then erhm went to her house.
bought cup noodles and ate it.
we were watching "honey" the dancing movie!
MY GOSH ! JESSICA ALBA'S BODY IS HOT HOT HOT !
i'm jealous pls !
and she can dance like DAMN nice!
i'm seriously jealous luh, aww man.
well then didnt finish my cup noodles.
puking stuff again. but i didnt puke.
then sotong and ju came,
watch somemore and they left,
after honey we watch "mean girls"
oh man, "in girl world" you'll learn alot of bitchy stuff.
tht's where i got my "so fetch" from (:
ahah ! it's called bimbo talk.
only bimbos understand each other.
BUT still, i aint a bimbo cos i'm smart !
muhahaha. anyways, 2 days to china (:
OH YEAH, i'm happy alright.
but i'll be missing MANY MANY people.
yeah (: i'll get you your stuff if i have money. hah.

deserie my dear ! dont be sad yeah.
dont say you're not emo man !
hurhur. dont come act hor.

baby, ilu.
& i'll miss you.

2006-11-02T20:09:00.001+08:00

third time i'm blogging today.
i have nothing to do luh.
okay, had choir prac today.
rather tiring. yeah.
OH and i lost 2 kg !
YES, i'm happy !
HAHAHAH ! from 46 to 47 and now down to 45 !
~~i bet des is jealous.~~
MANTAIN MANTAIN !
hahah ! my IDEAL weight.
now it's time to grow taller !
hahahah ! 167cm!
i SO gotta hit that height okay xD
muhahahaha.
leaving for china in 3 days(:
manda's happy (:
but i'll miss YOU . ):
aww man.
streaming results tmr,
shityy. hope i get into 304 AT LEAST.
yeah(: tht's all. GOODBYE for now.
and happy birthday IN ADVANCE to:
jondave 6 nov
steph nu er 11 nov
hoho 14 nov
so sorry i cant be here to wish you ! but here's an advance (:

shoutouts again(:

2006-11-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

here's some shoutouts to my WONDERFUL CLASS OF 205 ! (:

ANGELA* my gay nephew ! hahaha. drama queen luh. always full of nonsense ! but she's very nice to hug . xD

AVINA* you're a GREAT GREAT artist man ! i like your designs luh. i'm jealous. haha ! and great at maths too(:

SASHA* a pretty girl ! always with pritiya.

CHIMENE* my EX-laogong luh ! also in my chinese class. always talking nonsense but she's smart too!

SANDRA* MY BIMBO NIECE. HAH. ultimate bimbo luh you. tsktsk. so noisy in class. FOREVER SMS-ING. TSK. so naughty. i get police come catch you arh!

LESLIE* dont really know her, but you're good at drama! (:

CRYSTAL* my niece ! but i dont treat you as a niece. i treat you as a GOOD GOOD friend(: always there for me to share my probs too! and alot of nonsense adds in! haha! if you want chinese songs , go find her, she have LOADS. in choir too, we can talk about STUFF(:

DAPHNE* DOOF! also in my chinese class. always slacking together duing chinese. hahah! and in choir too! (:

DESERIE* I LOVE HER MANY MANY ! :D she's ALWAYS there for me when i need her. we can talk about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING luh. gossips, problems, bitching, fun, laughter, sadness, nonsense and all. a total bimbo! tht's for sure. and who's stronger? you'll always say you. tsktsk.

EUNYSE* my niece(: a tracker. i like her figure! so idiot. i'm jealous luh. always crazy and high.

ARIANE* MY "AHLIAN" FRIEND LUH. lols. great friend and always on fire for GOD (:

ISABEL* wahh pro luh she. laugh at the dumbest things ever. and her laughter is contagious man! TSKTSK. BEWARE.

CHRISTINE* small size girl! lols. xD choir buddy luh. always waiting for me till meeting is over so tht we can go home together ! hahah!

JULIANA* my dasao! hahah ! in my chinese class. always listening to her stories! hah, talk talk non-stop. but she's smart luh! (:

FELICIA* always look so dao. tsktsk..

REBECCA* one of my daughters(:

SHERRY* haiyo. you are. laugh laugh all day long with felicia and nadzimah.

NADZIMAH* sits behind me! (: so smart one! haiyo. genius luh she. lols!

CECILIA* A MATHS PRO. but super uber skinny. quite scary.

PRITIYA* always with sasha.

PRISCILLIA* wahh! noisy luh she. LOUD VOICE man. talk the day away!

SHARON* my spec twin ! I LOVE YOU ! i know your secret. hahah! xD LOL. smartie pants luh. councillor! so strict. hahha xD

SHAZLIN* pretty pretty girl(: super smart also luh. improve so much since last time. and she's a great dancer and netball player! :D

STEPHANIE* MY DAUGHTER! smart luh she! guess where she got her genes from xD HAHA. and she excels well in everything (:

SYAZA* drama student too(: she can act also. fun to be with.

KENDRA* drama queen! haha! super noisy with pris. forever talking. tsktsk.

DAWN* MY DAUGHTER.

VERONICA* MY DAUGHTER. australian maths distinction holder(:

SZEMIN* MY TWIN(: the cry-er in our class ! so fast cry one ! HAHA.

MELISSA W* sotong twintwin. haha! blur luh you. tsktsk. write slow slow one. haiyo. dont sing home anymore okay! or else we'll kill you x)

JADE* MY DAUGHTER. and table partner. fan of MCR and AAR (: yeah. choir buddy too. can sing can already luh! but her singing is GREAT :D

MELISSA Y* QT! haha. she's loud if she wants to be! hahah. smartie pants.

LAILIN* chair person of sec 205 of year 2006 ! :D LOVE YOU LAILIN(: thanks for tolerating all the nonsense our class gave you man. yupp(:

CATHERINE* i remember saying hi to you when you came into school! haha. nice girl luh, even though i dont really know her.

I LOVE 205 FOREVER AND EVER <33

2006-11-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

i was suppose to meet des like just now to go jogging.
BUT , cos i was the lazy pig, i didnt wake up.
so des's mummy didnt allow her to come.
what an idiot. annoying luh.
so i'm gonna be stuck home TOO !
and like rot ?
rarr. and i have choir later.
my gosh , i'm so freaking gonna die of boredom.
like seriously.
blah ! rotting just totally sucks lah.
and thank God i'm better now.
stupid headache last night !
ANNOYING.
but the talk with people yesterday was.. OH-SO-cnagoavin.
i dont know how to describe it luh.
i'm just a sponge (:
i like being a sponge , hah ! (:
but if you really have to ,talk to me luh !
dont keep the feelings man ! :D

2006-11-01T14:56:00.000+08:00

i'm getting agitated over everything.
everything around me seems annoying.
even the simplest thing of someone not answering the phone call
gets me irritated.
ANNOYING.
if you think i'm pms-ing.
let it be.
girls will always be girls.
like how guys will always be guys.
some guys simply dont cherish the girl waiting for him.
who the heck will care.
i just pity that girl.
waiting for something to happen but nothing happens.
(i'm not refering to myself but someone else)
they start sighing and the people around them gets worried.
but the guy doesnt actually give a damn.
and once the girl gives up on tht guy.
another guy comes along.
she has fun with him.
being happy.
and the same thing happens once again.
and the previous guy then realise tht he didnt cherish the girl.
but the girl already chose someone else.
he then ask for another chance
but the girl already chose someone else.
so you see guys.
you'll always think the girl may be some toy.
play then change to a new one after getting sick of it.
i dont know wht you're thinking luh.
and i dont actually care.

i've said my piece.
goodbye.
~~it just isnt my day today.~~

i'm bored.

2006-11-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

amanda is bored.
cos she cant do anything except using the computer. ):
she cant go out either
cos she's leaving for china this weekend.
its like seriously unfair ! ):
all she can do is rot and stone.
and she's suppose to take her medication now.
but she doesnt want to.
cos she has no mood to do anything.
NOTHING at all.
it's 12 already and she hasnt take breakfast.
cos she doesnt feel like it.
okay , thats all.
goodbye for now.

and she misses her baby.

blah !

2006-10-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

deserie ! dont be sad already luh !
manda will be here for you (:
okay okay ?
dont think about those two .
if you have to ,
dont talk to them ?
well , i prefer one to the other.
dont ask me why .
you can come and ask me who i prefer .
but my prefrence is nothing .
it's who you prefer .
yeah . tht's all i have to say (:

baby ilu*

picture perfect.

2006-10-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

ariane me sharon shazlin * SMILES :D i love this pic (:
me sharon shazlin * loves;
ariane me sharon shazlin * peace out baby!
ariane me sharon * smiles;
me sharon * SPEC TWIN <3

our own star record (: * steph me des

des me * aww man ):
me des steph * threesome act

me steph * MY BABY DAUGHTER (:

sundayy(:

2006-10-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

went to church yesterday :D
YAY. des and kenric came (:
i seriously have nothing to blog.
i'm like bored.
oh wells, went out ystd for lunch.
didnt eat. HAH.
but it was really funny.
my sis thinks kenric is hot.
and kenric thinks my sis is hot.
BUT, kenric arh, you CANNOT take my sis !
go take des luh !
she's yours ! HAHAHHA ! xD
had lunch with kenric, sis, nicole and jessie.
we went to kfc.
then me and sis sat there and stare at them eat.
hilarious. okay, i shall stop.
i'm too lazy to blog ! HAH.

saturday

2006-10-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to vivo today (:
yeah. well morning was in sch.
had suzhou briefing.
yupp. then went to great wall.
go see the designer ! I LOVE MY NEW ROOM.
hahah ! (:
then went to g2.
mummy lost her way. hahha.
we were all talking in the car.
then blur blur lost our way.
hahah. anyways, reached at like 2 + , met vern and showed our thing.
yupp. funny lah ! and i was in sch uni .
oh wells. did the thing then went to vivo walk walk.
IT'S BIG OKAY ! REALLY BIG.
like seriously.
can shop the WHOLE ENTIRE day and you wont be tired.
i dont think you'll finish.
and i dont think i walked the whole thing.
still have MANY places i didnt walk.
it's okay. i'll go there another time (:
then erhm,
went to fetch gran.
then went to sakae sushi to eat.
man , my stomach had to be painful at tht time !
i ate like SUPER UBER LITTLE ):
my fav okay ! then eat so little.
wah lao, then felt like puking ONCE AGAIN.
i'm SO gonna see a doc.
i need to recover lah ! yupp.
so then erhm,
fetch gran home.
accompany her and watch tv.
then went home about 10 +
yeah so back home.
i'm tired.

class partyyy

2006-10-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

ALL SMILES. :D
came back around 9 plus from class partyy ! (:
HAPPY HAPPY.
had alot of fun lah.
being at the station tht is (:
super uber funny pls.
cos like in the morning.
met in sch. talked about some stuff then we set off to buy things.
gosh, it was WAYYY too early to buy anything.
so we strolled around parkway. talked to him on the phone.
giving him a wake up call. hahah ! so sorry to disturb you frm your slp.
heard him get scolded cos he was using his handphone. opps.
so like we decided to have breakfast and chat. me and des tht is.
AND we called sandra and realise tht they cleared their station.
GOSH ! it was like DAMN DAMN fast luh ! so we chiong to get your stuff
and went back to des house. luckily we were earlier by a few mins.
did our prep then erhm, kendra's group came ! (:
choose their caskets then erhm they left.
reika's grp was outside waiting.
last was avina's grp.
by the time they were done, it started raining.
like WOW. so des lend them umbrella so tht they can go get their lunches.
ranined for i dont know how long. waiting for him to reply.
didnt reply, so i didnt actually care. just sat there stoning.
then see ariane paint her nails. i did it too ! :D
well, both des and ariane painted it for me, white and pink?!
abit weird lah but oh wells, and i have to take it out cos like i'm going to sch later ):
anyways, back to my point. painted the nails. cam whore abit more.
then i fell asleep. deep sleep tht is. and woke up only like 1 hr later.
went to parkway, strolled around, slacked. went to giant to get some stuff.
then went back to the beach. sat there and stared at the sea.
the rock-ey area, didnt feel like doing anything.
felt abit emo lah. and i almost cried. ohmygosh. des, you'll know why.
so dumb pls. oh wells, scrolled on the beach with des talking about them.
you guys seriously need to sort out your things, if you cant, forget it okay.
then we walked back, didnt want to eat again.
so i sat there and des brought drinks and ruffles over.
never eat, just drink. sat there and cam whore and look at the sea + listen to music.
i seriously didnt feel like doing anything.
is like a class party became someone tht is rather...emo for me.
oh wells. then erhm, it became darker,
got a call for one of them . he couldnt make up his mind.
so i say if he wanna come, he can, if he dont, forget it.
yeah, rather moody.
ohwells. then erhm, they called say tht they are coming.
so me des and sandra went to parkway to fetch them.
walk walk, went to old chang kee to buy sotong, cos sandra want.
then erhm went to basement to but ribena.
cos i needed glucose ! hah.
well drank abit then cannot take it.
dont know why. felt like puking AGAIN.
GOSH. well , they came , he came,
i so knew it. hahaha.
then walked back to the beach.
and everyone was leaving !
so fast okay ! rarr.
it was like 7 + only..
early pls.
so well, went to the pit, those two were hungry but no food left.
hahaha ! poor you,
then sat at the rock area.
wow, it was dark but fun lah !
tickle tickle tickle.
and des got carried by kenric ! HAH.
so funny ! kai wanted to carry me but i squat down !
i'm a genius aint i ? LOL.
so dumb, then run here and there in the dark.
i couldnt see ANYTHING.
super uber dark pls.
hahah !
then mum called
had to go.
then all of us walked over to parkway side.
mum and sibs came and they ran away.
funny luh ! hahahah !
so yeah. enjoyable day ! LOVES;

class party

2006-10-27T08:38:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING FOR CLASS PARTY LATER !
hope it's a success ! *beams*
its like gonna be a whole day thing !
hope my tummy wont hurt .
goodbye for now.

last day of school ):

2006-10-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ! ):
i'm like SERIOUSLY sad .
recieved results today !
really bad ?
yeah .
it's like got back our results than sharon said something about missing the class.
loving the class. well , theENTIRE class started crying .
yeah . you know how horrible it is !
gosh ! i've never seen people cry like tht before.
then i stopped crying.
everyone else stopped and started once again.
i told myself not too luh and yeah, i didnt.
AMANDA'S A STRONG GIRL ! tht's wht i told myself.
so i hold on till sch ended and all of us were outside
and i started crying cos of sotong ! rarr.
go sing the "home" song.
the national day one !
wah piang. cry like mad pls !
and there's no one to cheer me up !
except ourselves and my juniors.
thanks luxuan, chloe, qiny yu, jolene, iona and those who there.
i couldnt see who lah, cos i cry too much xD
well then , i pon-ed choir.
cos i was feeling unwell.
yeah then i went to sandra's house to do our class party stuff for tmr ! (:
had loads of fun luh !
but DUH, my tummy still hurts ! ):
man, got real high.
me, des, jolene, ariane and steph were there.
yupp ! (:
did our stuff then i walked home.
yeah . sms-ed kai all the way !
thanks for cheering me up ! LOVES.
be honoured your name is here !
hahahah !
well so anyways,
class party is tomorrow !
man , i SO happy !
more happy moments !
it'll be treasured forever in my secondary school life !
LOVE YOU GUYS ! 205 FOREVER.

hari raya

2006-10-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

WENT OUT YESTERDAY :D
hari raya holiday. hahaha.
FUN PLEASE :D
tickling sessions ! LOL.
well, went out with deb, mum drove us to cityhall.
met des, kenric and raf there.
then walked over to marina,
chit chatted, and someone wanted me to scream,
i forgot who. lols.
so anyway , went over ,
then erhm shopped .
my sis shopped tht is .
then erhm ,
walked scrolled stoned . haha .
then took a train down to town (:
walked over to 7 11, wanted to a drink ,
stood there and stone and think of wht to buy.
and finally, we thought of pink dolphin.
"dont drink beyond the pink dolphin ! if not it'll die ! "
hahah ! doesnt it sound familiar .
then walked over to cini , then heeren.
or is it, heeren then cini ?
i cant remember.
i remember walking round cini , tickling each other ,
screaming at the top of out voices and running away .
LOL. oh then kai came .
strolled somemore , more tickling sessions.
haha ! then went over to heeren.
saw des's jiejie - desebelle .
she wanted to see how kenric look like then he ran to dont know go where.
lols .
and stupid raf made me lose my 50 cents ! ):
cos we were buying lollies then he go twist tht dumb machine.
idiot xD
oh wells , then erhm , strolled somemore and left at about 6 ?
yeah . went to orchard mrt , took a photo. hah, we look hilarious.
is like we just stood there saying, "want to take anot ?"
and like after missing a train, we agreed xD
then this lady came up to us and ask how old we were.
and des just said "18." and the lady was like good.
abit weird lah. des arh . tsktsk. liar. lols.
then the train came.
so me, des and deb left and i dont know wht happen to the other 3 .
LOL.
yupp. well, just to say, it was FUN :D
LOVED IT ALOT. i wanna go out more (:

i'm missing you day and night.

2006-10-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep.
just finish talking to kenric, kai and des.
well, chatted and talked nonsense.
they heard my WHAT?! the high high pitched one. heh.
shopping tomorrow ! :D
i'm happy ! going out with deb. LOVES.
sister shopping outing.
but only for a few hours.
maybe go town then after tht go marina?
or else town whole day.
see first luh. yeah.
oh oh, then need to get like the carnival thingy with vern.
so headache can ! hais.
*smacks forehead*
i'm super tired already.

Dear Lord,
please give me the strength to carry on.
replenish all my energy lost in everything i do.
thank you Lord.
amen (:

i just hope that i can survivee.
now after camy auditions.
awaiting for results.
man, i dont know how scared i'll be.
ohmyy. i have too many things to do.
too many things to commit to,
then yb also ask for the youth confrence.
help take care of the younger ones.

i pray for the youth confrence too Lord,
i pray Lord that whoever is bringing their friends,
Lord i pray that their friends will come to know you
and that even if they dont want to
they'll have an enjoyable time.
amen(:

another prayer request.
maybe i should sleep soon.
good night*
AMANDAlovesYOU* :D

picture time :D

2006-10-23T17:44:00.000+08:00

steph ariane des sharon me * ALL SMILES (:
toilet mirrors (:
des me steph * casual wear (: fbt shorts *
des me steph ariane * I'M THE TALLEST :D
me ariane * lalalas.
random photo. on the escalator.
steph me ariane des * yay.
sharon * SAY CHEESE .
star *

see wht's below.if you didnt realise.

camy auditions(:

2006-10-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

CAMY AUDITIONS TODAY ! :D
i was rather afraid and nervous lah. but i'm okay now (:
well, sang shout your fame, all for love and still :D
did the interview, sang the songs, did range, beats, site singing and some others.
there were eight components. and like, those who tested me was kendice and joey !
they are REALLY GOOD singers luh !
yeah. oh wells, sang, gave comments, luckily i passed.
but i went flat, sang abit off.
heh xD and i kept saying sorry, i'm weird ! mymy.
well, cell went well, service went well yeah(:

i'm sorry if i've hurt you,
it just wasnt meant to be.

outing (:

2006-10-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

CAMY AUDITIONS TOMORROW !
OHNO.I'M ~~SUPER UBER SCARED~~ PLEASE ! ):
hope i do well :D

well, all about ystd, the outing was fun! hahaha.
well, schooled yesterday, had some kickboxing excersise thingy,
did half way, gave up, went to the back and then sat down with sharon.
then walked over to lailin and the chairs, fell asleep there and got woken up by tht dumb guy saying tht those who were sitting there cant be sleeping, if you're sick.
like WTH?! if you're sick you will get tired and will sleep right ?
then he dont let us sleep, he thinks he's the sch authority arh ! idiot.
then results came back, wah piangg, 58.8 % , crapped up man,
i'm gonna get into 304 ! ): i wanna go to 305 ! i'm gonna appeal ! I DONT CARE.
well then sch ended, went home, showered and met des.
took 36 to town, did ur stuff then went to look for sharon, steph, ariane, reika, chimi and christine ! :D LOVE THEM ALOT ALOT.
well, then took neos with sharon, ariane, steph and des.
cos reika, chimi and christine had to go ):
well, took neos, walk walk, stalk people, got stalked. ahahha.
yeah. made new friends, double Ks! xD hahaha.
we know ONLY (:
yeah. so tht's about it.
today;
went for tuition just now, damn boring.
have to learn 135 cheng yu by next week ! OH MAN ):
oh wells, next week last tuition till december, so not so bad luh. heh.
i shall end here (:
GOODBYE.
AMANDAlovesYOU*
15 DAYS TO SHANGHAI.

monsoon season = crying season

2006-10-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

isnt it suppose to be the monsoon season now ? well, there's the haze, NOT the rain ! ):
RAIN RAIN please come! BUT not tomorrow. hahah.
well, it isnt raining outside, it's raining indoors.
people crying. dissapointment or whatever lah.
seen many cry this ENTIRE week . must be dissapointment i guess .
or some are just tired and finally letting go of their feelings and crying it out ?
well, i didnt cry , which is GOOD :D
oh wells , whoever has or IS gonna cry, please DONT okay !
i dont mind getting flooded by rain BUT not by tears.
it's too.....emo ! oh wells .
i just wanna tell those who cried, CHEER UP DARLINGS ! I LOVE YOU ! and so do the people around you :D yeah ! *BEAMS*

wells, ms w called us for drama meeting today. drama camp is 4 days and on the second last week of december, before christmas, man, i have LOADS of things please. i'm SUPER UBER BUSY already ! ):

22nd oct - CAMY auditions
5th to 15th nov - suzhou trip
26&31 oct, 2&23-25 nov - choir and choir camp.
27 oct - class party
somewhere in dec - christmas carnival
10th to 13th dec - youth confrence

see how poor me is SO busy ): aww, so if you wanna go out, PLEASE tell in advance, haha, it sounds like as if ppl is gonna book me. LOL. and camy auditions, my saturdays are gonna be pack ! OH MAN, tiring please ): i SO need to get my shedule right, somemore next year sec THREE, *faints* , more responsibilities, somemore i need to prepare for choir camp, man, i SO gonna die lah ! and meetings are on saturdays ! DONT CLASH WITH CAMY PRACTICE PLEASE. thank you ! (: hahahah. but i think practice will start after o lvls luh, cos got quite a bunch taking o lvls. yeah. MANY MANY birthdays coming up too ! :D

today - teresa * HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
31st oct - cecilia, joshtan
6th nov - jd
8th nov - rebecca
11th nov - stephanie NU ER (:
14th nov - hoho (:
16th nov - sharon SPEC TWIN (:
18th nov - karina
20th nov - lil brother

seeeeee. so many many birthdays ! some will get presents and some will get happy birthday wishes ! =X heh heh. i aint tht rich to buy for all. hahah ! yeah. OH WELLS, i shall end (:
GOODBYE.
AMANDAlovesYOU* :D

more marks

2006-10-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

got back MORE marks.

DRAMA.
performance : 52/100
*crapped up man! ):
total : 58/100
*whines* see my marks. so s***, argh ! D:

GEOG
section A : 8 half /15
section B : 49 half / 85
total : 58/100

ART.
total : 71/100
*my ONE AND ONLY sub which i'm happy for.

man, my marks are like CRAP please. study like s*** and my marks are ALL 50+ and 60+ not even a SINGLE A luh! except art (: or else.. GRAHH. i'm happy for art but not for the rest. at least i passed english and chinese, i thought i failed. science and maths are a TOTAL DISSAPOINTMENT. ): HAIS . sad man . REAL sad. oh wells, i hope i get into 305 ! the class i want to get into (: yeah.
went to pp just now with des, sandra, jolene, ariane and brandon. me and ariane left first. yeah. talked and all, kanna suan-ed. blah!

ariane my dear, it's okay to feel uncomfortable, think about wht i said lah, maybe it'll work? :D

I LOVE YOUs ! :D

2006-10-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

MY LOVES;
I LOVE DESERIE jiejie twintwintwin (:
I LOVE SANDRA niece (:
I LOVE STEPHANIE nu er (:
I LOVE JADE nu er (:
I LOVE SHARON aayee (:
I LOVE SOTONG korkor twintwin (:
I LOVE SZEMIN meimei twin (:
I LOVE JULIANA da sao (:
I LOVE CHIMI ex laogong (:
I LOVE VERONICA doodoo nu er (:
I LOVE CRYSTAL tayy (:
I LOVE LAILIN smartiee (:
I LOVE 205 ! (:
I LOVE IONA son (:
I LOVE JOLENE tan nephew (:
I LOVE VANESSA soh (:
I LOVE LYDIA heeheehee (:
I LOVE NICOLE tan rui min (:
I LOVE PHYLLIS chong shi min (:
I LOVE PHUI SEE amanda (:
I LOVE JANICE soon shu xian (:
I LOVE JESSIE tan (:
I LOVE JEREMY god brother (:
I LOVE SHAWN lee kor (:
I LOVE JOSHUA tan kor (:
I LOVE JOEL boey kor (:
I LOVE DANIEL hohoho (:
I LOVE SAMUEL tan (:
I LOVE LANZ toh (:
I LOVE JOSHUA toh (:
I LOVE R-AGE FAMILY :D
and most of all,
I LOVE GOD ! (:
JESUS CHRIST ! :D

random list of I LOVE YOUs :D
dont mind if your name aint there x)
and some random names,
dont ask why it's there. heh.

marks

2006-10-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

my marks are here.
okay, not all but some,
yeah . not say VERY well done or VERY bad ,
but okay lahh. can pass. x) YEAH.

DRAMA
section A : 20/25
section B : 13/25
practical : not sure.

CHINESE

ying yong wen : 7.5/10
compo : 13/25
paper 2 : 23.5/50 (crap)
oral : 8/10
overall : 57
*quite happy luh (: cos i passed ! i thought i would fail.

ENGLISH
overall : 57.7
*oh man. but at least i passed, heh.

then had a talk about our combinations for next year.
planning to take double science, bio chem.
the A and E maths.
core lit and geog elect.
drama elect dont know replace wht.
then the usual subs. yeah. tht's tht.
hope can get into 305 !
THE CLASS I WANT TO GET INTO :D

after exams.

2006-10-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

exams are over.
makes my life boring.
NO LESSONS.
NO HOMEWORK.
NO PRESSURE.
STRESS FREE.
i'm seriously not use to it! ):
i need homework!
i want to study,
but too lazy to study.
someone please say i'm weird !
man , it's really weird.
okayy. countdown,
23 DAYS TO SHANGHAI ! :D
i'm happy AND excited !
YAY,
it's gonna be SOOO fun !
i'm sure :D
oh wells.
got back some marks today.
not as good as i thought it would be. rather surprising.

this is only the paper score for ca4.

english: 44.4 (not the full thing yet)
*compre : 10/25 (fail)
*summary : 8/25 (fail)
*compo paper ONE : 24/30 (pass)
*situational writing : havent give back.
i'm only happy with compo paper ONE. blah !

maths : 64/100 (i aint happy about it)
*paperONE : 36/50 (pass but not so good)
*paperTWO : 28/50 (not good either. boderline pass)

science : 69.5/100 (just HALF more mark to 70 ! RARR.)

I'M SERIOUSLY NOT HAPPY BOUT MY SCORE SO FAR.
it's said through my score. damn crapped up.
ohwells, i still have the whole year grades to add together,
dont think it's THAT bad. so cheer up manda, you can do better (:

2006-10-12T16:52:00.000+08:00

I HAD THE VACCIANTION TODAY! ):
pain luh ! PIANG EH ! ):
now i cant lift up or overstretch my left arm or else i'll start screaming ! x)
it's SUPER UBER PAINFUL please.
blahh. so dumb lah..
anyways, then des and i went to PP.
damn sian luh. and then met aaron and brandon and soon later we left.
so smart right? hah.
and then des, brandon and aaron go find sandra,
leaving me all alone.
and si brandon make me si bei malu can !
somemore in sch uni leh !
piangg eh !
malu like shit lah !TSK.
say BYE until damn loud !
malu until dont even dare to look around lah !
only can complain to sandra on the phone !
ahahah ! my phone bill free one arh?
LOL. dumb sia.
PAISEH LIKE SHIT?!
then come home..now, damn sian luh ! x)
i shall go sleep!
my arm hurts !

pictures ! :D

2006-10-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

des me * in school hall xD
melsa des sharon me syaza * drama students *
why are you looking behind ?
lailin me syaza des sharon * who's the tall one eh ?
lailin me des * SMILES :D
me des * LOVES;
trish and the ink ?
WE'RE TALL ! x)
COME OUT COME OUT WHEREEVER YOU ARE.
me sharon des * drama pals :D
dorra and trish. MADNESS.

EXAMS ARE OVER !

let's rejoice ! :D

All You Wanted

2006-10-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know
I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
-end-
I JUST LOVE THIS SONG :D

at the library.

2006-10-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

ghostly picture * NICE LUH. (:
i'm hardworking :D
picture negative *
sandra and me * BLACK AND WHITE.
sandra and me * ALL SMILES.
sandra and me * too bright! x)

hahha ! LOVE THE LIBRARY. memories xD

talk talk.

2006-10-09T15:08:00.000+08:00

went to des's house today! (:
hahah. yeah. woke up at 8:57am just to msg mummy and she only replied at 11+ and i was out already x)
OPPS. anyways, went to PP, waited for A and B.
damn slow lah they all. talk talk. laugh laugh,
UBER FUNNY PLEASE.
jolene was there too !
naughty lah ! TSKTSKTSK.
she/he has parents now !
DESERIE MUMMY AND BRANDON DADDY!
hahaha ! ~~dont kill me.des is SO gonna kill me.~~
anyways, then erhm, went back to des's house.
and there they were, A and B.
and then went up, cooked, ate, and watched ghost ship.
i didnt really watch,
and SANDRA CAN COOK ! (she wants it here)
hahh ! AUNTY MANDA IS NICE !
hahah x) i cooked too!
and so did DESERIE !
jolene was the PIG lah !
ONLY KNOW HOW TO EAT EAT EAT.
tsktsk. then erhm..
went home at about 215?
wanted to go at 2 ,
but SOME PEOPLE made me wait for A and B to come back.
you mean people ! block door block everything.
i jump down lah ! easiest way.
i actually said tht, the jumping down part. hahah.
well then, walked up cos the lift at des's level couldnt work,
and found some people there.
and A got tricked by B to walk me down. NONSENSE okay.
so RETARDED. damn paiseh can !
talktalk in the lift then walked out, saw desebelle
and walked home(:
well, i walk quite fast leh, 15-20 mins.
BUT, my leg pain lah! ):
but overall,TODAY WAS FUN ! :D
time to do art and practice chinese oral,
man, i havent even started for art ! xD

blogged

2006-10-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'M BLOGGING COS SOMEONE MADE ME DO IT x)
hahah ! anyways, my new friends are A, B, C (:
okay, not really C but oh wells.
and became closer to SOME juniors.
chloe, luxuan,qing yu, belle, jolene(:
hahah ! some really INSANE and HIGH people who laughs NON-STOP.
NODDDY IN TOYLAND x)
only some knows wht tht means.
and tht's all. (:
be happy i blogged.
AHAHHA.

exams

2006-10-05T09:50:00.000+08:00

okay, i realise my blog is KINDA dead, so i shall update.
english, cheena, geog, lit, science and maths paper ONE is over (:
well, tht's GOOD in a way luh. yeah.
man, the maths paper lasted for like ONE hour only. blah, so no fun.
okay, i'm gonna go out to study.
TATA(:

call me when you're sober

2006-10-02T18:00:00.000+08:00

just a song tht i heard over the radio. i think it's kinda nice (:

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Confine me
Make up your mind

Should I let you fall
Lose it all
So maybe you can remember yourself
Can't keep believing
We're only deceiving ourselves
And I'm sick of the lie
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Confine me
Make up your mind

Couldn't take the blame
Sick with shame
Must be exhausting to lose your own game
Selfishly hated
No wonder you're jaded
You can't play the victim this time
And you're too late

Don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
You want me
Confine me
Make up your mind

You never call me when you're sober
You only want it cause it's over
It's over

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I?
You were never mine!

So don't cry to me
If you loved me
You would be here with me
Don't lie to me
Just get your things
I've made up your mind
-end-
nice right? I LOVE IT.

new monologue

2006-09-30T13:46:00.000+08:00

(Sits in front of the tombstone)

Hey mum. Remember the time where we use to sit and talk about everything and anything? I miss those times.
I remember once, when I was in primary one, the first day I went to school. I was so scared! I didn’t dare to let go of your hand and walk into school! Hah, it was hilarious.

Oh oh! And when I was a little older and kept asking you to help me take a cup of water and all that. Yar, I know, I was lazy! You can’t blame me; I was tired at that time okay! And that happened like so long time ago. It felt like it was just yesterday. Oh wells, time does pass by fast.

Oh, and there was this time too. I think it was my 12th birthday when I went out with my friends to celebrate. It was my PSLE year, and I said that I was going out with them till like 6pm and you told me be home for dinner. And I didn’t come home till 2am the next morning. You blew your top and took the cane and wanted to whack me. I ran around the whole house and took my bag and locked you inside and I ran over to my friend’s house.
I so knew I was gonna get it from you once I came home. And well, I did come home and all you said was, “where did you go to?” and I said my friend’s house and walked to my room. You didn’t even scold me or anything. I thought you were kinda weird and all, but you weren’t cos you seem normal? I couldn’t really see the problem. Maybe it was just me. I just didn’t really understand you.

Oh, and once I got into secondary school, life changed. A lot. Drastic changes. I didn’t actually think it would happen to me. I became rebellious? More rebellious. Going out in the wee hours, and only coming home the next morning to change, and to go back to school. You even had to come down once, cos I was fighting with one of my classmates just because she scolded me. And also, the time when I stole one of my classmate’s phone and got caught by that OM person from my school. I bet she hates me to the core; I’m always the one giving her all those problems and all. Oh well, who cares anyway. And the teacher thought I was weird, looking all depressed. Cutting my wrist, always thinking about suicide and made me talk to the counselor! I’m FINE, how can I be depressed, it’s just cutting the wrist, what more? To them, cutting your wrist means you’re depressed, what type of inference is that? I don’t get those teachers. They’re weird.

(Moves over to the side of the tombstone and lies down on it)

Oh mum, another thing. I’m pregnant with a child! Are you happy? But the thing is, I don’t know who the father is. Is it…? Or is it….? I can’t remember. All I remember was, me waking up, lying naked on the bed and the sun shining on my face, not knowing what happened the night before. Well, since I got this baby, what should I do? Should I keep it? Or should I abort it? I think I should keep it…Shouldn’t I? It’s my child after all. Even though I may not know who the real father is, but still, I want to bring up this child. I can’t abort it and let this little life here in my tummy die. Yeah, I shall keep it, it’s the best I can do. But wait, who’s going to help me? How am I going to bring this child up? I’ve got no experience or anything! Mum, I need help. Now you left me and I know what it feels like being a mother. Having the responsibility to bring this child up! I don’t have the skills or anything! Mum! I really need you.

But mum, I have to say this, I’m really sorry for all I have done, you may say all your scoldings and spankings are for my own good and all, but most of all, I would like to say, mum, thank you very much and and. I’m sorry mum, I really am.

-end-
yeah. tht was my re-edited monologue (: i'm gonna use it for the exams! and it's time for MUGGING ! x) GOODBYE.

back

2006-09-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

okay, i have decided to blog again. it's too blah ! anyways, performed my monologue for ms w. well, LOADS of comments were given (: tht's good for me ! YAY. it was good luh ! i'm happy ! YAY ! thanks ms w ! loves. hahah. well, then went to marine parade library to study cheena ! well, it was better then being home. heh. (: well, i love the comments given ! ahahha ! damn nice pls. super uber funny lah ! change change CHANGE. alot ! i'm happy about it ! ahaha.

LAST DAY.

2006-09-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

i declare that from today onwards, i will not use the computer or come online till the exams are over ! which is 4 weeks with no comp! so today was be my last.
GOODBYE for now.

2006-09-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

group pic ! (: with lenka ; our tourguide
another grp photo ! (: I MISS EUROPE.
i wonder wht we were looking at. haha. xD
grp pic! ONCE AGAIN. i really miss europe now ! ):
US! anthea andrea me crystal tay teresa lydia jade chimene (jade n chimi looks blur)
ALL SMILES :D
US AGAIN ! all happy (: awaiting for the results. i think.
our last place where we sang ! the church was BEAUTIFUL.
MACS ! we still can eat it over there okay! and it's WAY cheaper.

photos from europe! (:

2006-09-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

lydia crystal tay me jade ; outside bouzou castle
me teresa fidelia ; walking to bouzou castle.
teresa lydia me crystal tay ; inside the castle
DINNER TIME. on the first day ! damn tired ! try spotting me !
and we woke up ! table people: chimene jade lydia me fidelia crystal tay teresa clara vanessa
at dubai airport, waiting for transfer. lydia me crystal tay fidelia chimene jade teresa
crystal tay me ; my europe seat and room mate ! good friends ! (:

I MISS EUROPE ! alot alot* heh. anyways, i shall post more pics. some other day(:

decided or undecided

2006-09-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

oh well, i've been thinking, should i come online or use the comp anymore ? exams are near and i'm still playing, i seriously need to study, I NEED MOTIVATION! anyone wants to be my motivator? i doubt so. blahh. anyways, i cant type about my everyday life and all already. it just feels weird now. maybe i'll just post every now and then when i see something or feel like blogging. yeahh, maybe tht would do(: well, today was..oh-so-okay.
oh well. anyways, i just thought of yesterday, left out something, dropped by jade's blog and remembered.
both of us were dramatising this(we're drama students(: [jade USED to be one] :

there was a man,
a lonely man,
who lost his love through his indifference.
a heart that cared
that went unchecked,
until it died in his silence.

well, yeah, and cheryl was playing a rather slow and sad song. fit the mood there when we dramatized it. heh. yupp. and well, i like the new choir song. some jamacan(sp?) song, it's kinda nice! and fun too! i love mu ge. so does jade, it short and simple but rather soothing :D yeah. oh wells, comm meeting. discussed about stuff, man. you choir girls out there. better watch out, better come for choir.. or else... heh, anyways, jade signed on my calculator ! :D the nicest one EVER! (: i created it for her okay! (jade,be happy!) oh wells. oh and.. she told me this in class which made me laugh. it's frm spongebob squarepants.

spongebob: patrick, are they laughing at us?
patrick: no silly, they're laughing NEXT to us.

wah piangg. super dumb pls ! LOL.hahhaha.

ANOTHER THING, a note to my dear table partner cum choir pal cum good friend cum nu er-JADE! (:
well, i know you are facing some family problems now.(i shall not say much about it) but i just wanna say. i'll be there for you girl! if you need any help or what-so-ever, can come find me lah, yupp! and pray to our Lord God almighty, i know tht you may not like believe in the God tht i believe in, but still, pray to him. (dont get offended) God do answer prayers! so yeah. pray ! :D
LOVES;
manda (:
this is so contradicting to my previous post.